well, i dont know wads up with my friends nowadays. asyik2 gaduh. mcm bdak2 kecik seh. satu tuduh nie, satu tuduh sana. haiz... grow up luh. perangai mcm gini siapa suka seh? korang dah kawan baik, then psl bende kecik korang besar2kan pastu in the end gaduh. i seriously dont get it. if u guys are called bestfriends, then look at me and Yazid. we have been best friends since 3 years and we have been through ups and downs. yes, sometimes we fight because of stupid things, but we move on, forgive and forget. i just dont get it asal u all cannot understand each other. like seriously seh. everytime u 2 start ur merepekness or wadever, i suffer. if i defend one side, the other ckp like this and vice versa. if buat bodo, aper nk jadi pat korang i dont know alrd. but seriously, why do i feel like im trying to save both of ur friendships when i myself is not sorted out? seriously luh, both of u shld sit down together, talk this out and settle it once and for all. i guess i said too much on this part alrd so i shall stop and not go on. no offence to anyone

maybe wad yazid said might be true? haiz. why does everyone treat me like that. i mean not everyone, but ppl whom i love doesnt seem to spend time with me? well, thinking about it, its kinda true. i keep 'chasing' ppl to spend time with me. dah luh. before i shit talk here and hurt anyone, i better shut up and go to sleep