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11th December 2009 Friday; Use Me As You Will, Then Trash Me Like How You WIll
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 8:24 PM today's been a long day. many things happen in just today and i just cant cope. found out, my best friend, even him, kutuk2 me behind my back. and who else can i turn to when im in trouble? if yazid and zirah is busy, then im on my own alrd... how much more misery can i be given? how much more pain can i bear? if u think im just some other ordinary guy out then, its fine to me. i dont care nor i dont mind wad others think of me. whY shld i care, when no one cares about me in the first place? i just dont belong to anyone's heart. at least once, all of u readers there had the experience of being in love with someone and someone really cares bout you. but me, haha! its the same routine that keeps happening to me. girls like me, after sekejap dah boring, okae bye bye. and suck irony is that, they all use tHe same sentence/ phrase. am i that good? im not any perfect guy. i have my own mistakes. i dont want ppl to suffer like me, thats why i always want to bring out the best in someone. but is this wad i shld get in return? ppl backstab me, ppl make fun of me, ppl busturd me. okae, fine, i can take it. but wad if i cannot contain anymore of this? have u all ever think, wad is it like, when ur kawan, or best friend or wadever, make fun of you in public infront of many ppl? do you knw wad it feels like? but wad i do? all i do is, let them continue making fun of me, and i have to pretend that, im not the person who they are talking about. ever wonder, how much does it take to control that feeling of scolding them and make them shut the fuck up? ever wondered bout that? so i guess, todays just a bad day for me, 11th December 2009, Friday... To BestFriend Hazirah, Im really sorry kalau i was angry and keep marah2 just now. i cannot take it anymore alrd. im sorry psl i made u takut semue. i really am. forgive me yea?
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