Catch Me

Chapter 2;Book 2 - A Hurtful Ending, A Fresh Beginning

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 10:37 PM

maybe the title says it all. thats all that i can really feel right now. looking back at the note haziqah left for us gave me a huge blow. i realized that i've not understand her totally, only on the outside, not her inner self. i know she has been through alot and sacrifices so much for all of us. she treasures us like her own family. i it's really hurtful to see all this happening to her, not only her but to all of us. reading haziqah's post dated 2nd September really reminded me of the past, when i 1st knew haziqah. haha! had so much fun on the 1st night i knew you! we would msg each other till very late and stuffs. then slowly, i introduced my friends, both who are just trying to move on with life after the blow they had previously. pitying them, i introduced Yazid to Ziqah. and that night when we 1st had a conference really sets our spirits up doesn't it. and i still remember, bugging Haziqah to come and lepak with me and Yazid the next day! haha! wasted my time searching at the library. i gave up and asked yazid to search for you instead! after that we went to lepak till late at night, and i pretended i lost my wallet so i could go out of the house and all!!! HAHA!!! just those sweetest memories i could recall.

it's really been a fun and thrilling ride with you guys around me. i'm sorry that i can't lepak with you guys that often coz of my commitments lastime. well, as the saying goes, all that goes up must come down. well, i guess this is the down part of us being together. all of us are falling apart. and i just dont want that to happen. i want you all to reflect, think about wad u have done, think about how much pain you have caused and all. and i really don't want to see it happening ever again. i feel so guilty that i can't be with you all everytime you guys lepak together...

nevermind, let bygone be bygone. let's all start this again together. we can have a new beginning. there is no need for anyone to be replace, nor anyone is to be left out. we are all in this together! and to Haziqah, i really hope you make the right decision. do what you feel is right for you. as a friend, i can only support you. if you feel it is best for you then go ahead. but if u really make that decision, do return back okay? don't leave till who knows when. and good luck for your N levels, both you and ammirah. i wish you all the best and good luck. oh yea, do pass with flying colours alrite?! YOU CAN DO IT!!!

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okae, lets talk bout todae shall we. school was rather boring as usual. dead boring. nothing to do at all. had CCA after school which i dread as my throat is so dry till now!!! rushed home after cca, raeched at around 7pm? rested awhile before break fast. went to tuition centre to find out that the teacher is gone. wth rite? nvr even call me to inform. so decided to lepak with Haikel and Syafiq. buy a few things at JP then we did something very stupid yet fun. haha! wont tell here. at least better than go terawih and sit there, stoning my way through terawih! i guess i gotta go to terawih tmr. hmm... maybe thinking of celebrating Haikel's birthday. oh well, see how it goes tmr. till then, good night people!!!

oh, to dearest kakak! please take care keh. have plenty of water and rest. cut down on your chocolate and ice cream intake kays? nanti makin sakit! kalau kakak sakit nanti saper yg susah?!

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