AMIIR H.

2011-12-01T21:02:00.001+08:00

moved to:

http://allgirlsreject.tumblr.com/

2011-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

went to marina barrage again. this time with amirul and irfan. learnt plenty of stuff about guitar again especially those bloody scales and finger movements and techniques. sure they are pretty hard to get it! im too tired now to write much so till next time!~

2011-10-07T12:16:00.001+08:00

JUST WENT TO ALL TIME LOW CONCERT!!!!!!

2011-09-30T14:52:00.002+08:00

been working and working. i have nothing to do now. main objective is to save money now. anyways, listen to slippin away by asiatix. its a beautiful song!

can i say that im sorry?

2011-09-29T13:02:00.002+08:00

2011-09-27T21:49:00.001+08:00

went to marina barrage today. photos are on facebook. i dont feel like blogging today so yeah, till here only

2011-09-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

2011-09-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

had a tiring day today with last minute call for work when i was happily sleeping. oh well, so did went to work from 1pm till 8pm and had to go to hq to collect some stuff from the production. first time i went inside the production thing. looks kinda messy. the only thing i like there is the chiller room coz its so freaking nice and it reminds me of the time when i was in europe! i could breathe smoke!

aside from that, nothing much has been happening. planning to go to marina barrage tomorrow to have a picnic in the afternoon! hehehe. hope it will be a wonderful day tomorrow and not rain!

if it's me then it wouldnt be the same

2011-09-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Let's run away to somewhere only we know.

- haziqah

It's Friday, Friday!

2011-09-23T12:19:00.001+08:00

2011-09-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

today has been a freaking tiring day, wont blog much. just had my basic food hygiene class and it lasted a whole 9 hours which is like almost the whole day. too tired to say much..

2011-09-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

good luck in finding a job! (:

well, yes indeed, its a juicy one!

well, recently she's been contacting me and i thought as friends so i didnt mind and didnt think soo far. but somehow, i suspected that something was going on after some time but i didnt wanna assume so i put it aside. in the end after sometime, someone i knew, which is someone she knew too but closer to her spilled out everything to me that she wasnt really over me and she regretted leaving me and all. i thought all these wasnt real so i went to ask her myself but it turns out that it is real. all i told her was i wasnt going to be with her ever again.

so thats all for today i guess. had a great time playing guitar today. and some things that i wanna know are slowly revealed to me.

2011-09-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

My, that's a little spice for my tiring day, Miir. Your Ex wants you back? SERIOUSLY? Juicy story, let's talk! Hehe, Which Ex? Nak tau juuuugak :D

Oh yea, i can go crazy finding a job! :(

-Haziqah

2011-09-20T14:45:00.003+08:00

such a rainy and cozy day to lie in bed today but too bad, its bloody raining. and the worse part is i have to go to work...

anyways, had a great time yesterday going to town with amirul, irfan and syaza. went to eastpoint in simei first with amirul to get his ps3 controller fixed and off to town. didnt buy much today though. we bought books instead. like wtf, it was so unexpected but believe it or not, we really bought books!! weird but true enough! also went to ate seoul garden. pictures are up on facebook.

well, what amazed me was this

HAHAH! notice it yet? it says there, SETAN BIG BAZAAR!

hace a good laugh! (:

2011-09-18T20:19:00.002+08:00

wish haziqah would blog here often too (:

and brenda yuen, if you see this post, im just letting you know i found your blog! :P

alright, so its been a boring, sleepy yet tiring day at work today. nothing much happend. went to syaza's house yesterday for her open house and it was kinda awesome to be honest. met up with people that ive not seen for a long time and had a great time chatting with people. unexpectedly made friends with someone and it was indeed a great day. i dont know where the photos are but im sure it will be availbable soon!

as of an update of myself, im currently doing much more like myself. still learning/apply what farhan has taught me of to asking people questions instead of people asking me too many of them. ive got to be much more smarter and think ahead.

psst, i heard that my ex wants me back

guess my reaction!

2011-09-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

Now i can keep myself updated with my bestfriend's life now that he's updating frequently. SUNGGUH AWESOME :D

-Haziqah

2011-09-17T01:14:00.003+08:00

back from work once again. cant fall asleep as usual. this is what working night shift does to your body. it just messes around with your body clock and no matter how tired you are, you just cant fall asleep. did 3 person closing again today and it was seriously tiring. wasnt that bad though coz it wasnt that busy. saw duan yi and managed to catch up with her a little. hahah! i think she doesnt know that the guys here are talking about her but i shall keep that away from her. heh! alright, till next time.

of all the stupid things i've done, the stupidest thing was to fall in love with you

2011-09-16T00:45:00.001+08:00

source: http://yanaabanana.tumblr.com/

today is yet another tiring day at work. feel so tired and so sleepy now. i really hope i could be a facilitator for red camp! the questions thrown were quite tough but hey, at least i answered them as confidently as i can!

as of today, i learnt plenty of things at work talking to my colleague, Farhan. somehow, he does see's things from a different perspective and he does give me plenty of advices that does make sense. If only i could apply those things to my own life..

cant wait to know my results which will be announced later at 9am! hopefully i dont repeat any modules...

to try is to fail

2011-09-15T22:06:00.001+08:00

i miss talking to the two of you right now. remember how we used to meet so oftenly and share our issues together. I am remembering the first time we met, right now. COC, Amiir and his guitar and his specs. Wearing his green t shirt. and Yazid with his kiddy look and enthusiasm. That red and white t shirt.
Hopefully the two of u are doing well :)

- Haziqah

2011-09-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

Missing you gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time we saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time we will.

2011-09-13T23:51:00.004+08:00

source: http://tobe-wonderwomen.tumblr.com/

2011-09-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

had a tiring today but it was certainly an enjoyable one. its been a while since i last saw Brenda and finally we met today after years and years and ages blah blah. we went to H&M and eff! i liked the clothes there! like really like it! and i spent like 100plus there to get my clothes and all. i will be back there to get my trousers next. heheheheh!

saw many people today that i didnt expect to see as well, like Haziqah with Ammirah (i have no clue what they are doing at somerset), and Nuruddin, the guy from the same cca as me! well, basically, i met people that i dont expect to meet at town!

anyways, im so so sorry to Brenda if she got into trouble with her boyfriend coz she went out with me today. my deepest apologies to you both and i hope this will get resolved soon. im really, truely sorry over what happened.

should i make my blog something like tumblr? any suggestion? but this will be my own version of it so not to worry!

if only parking was this easy..

2011-09-13T00:38:00.001+08:00

i want to take photography but i dont have a camera. besides, haziqah's camera is spoilt right? oh well..

2011-09-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

amiir, if u wanna take photography, take my camera and i will be model. i will be glad to be an awesome model FOC. hahahaha. #justsaying :p

2011-09-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

well, im thinking, maybe i should make this a shared blog between me, yazid and haziqah. maybe we could just post our problems and whatever that we wanna rant here since its so hard to catch up on each other nowadays with everyone busy with their own problems.

well, something just dont feel right today. i dont know why. maybe its coz my phone is way too quiet with no one texting me at all. oh well..

i have a question. lets put it in this way shall we. what if a girl likes you, and you can tell that its so obvious, but you choose to do nothing at all about it. why would you do nothing at all?

2011-09-12T11:55:00.003+08:00

Should i work at CB again?

- Haziqah.

2011-09-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

i dont know what to post. feel like shutting this blog down but...

oh well...

2011-08-30T22:22:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

2011-08-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

exams are finally OVER and its time to PARTY!!! yeah!!! have so much plans for this holidays already. thinking of pickin up photography during the holidays. dont know why but i just feel like doing it. maybe as a way to express myself thru photos? anyways, i think i know what to do if you came talking to me again. thanks for doing this to me

2011-08-25T15:52:00.002+08:00

last paper tomorrow and it will be freedom!!! cant wait for my holidays to come. so many plans ahead already!!!

2011-08-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

well well, look what do we have down there! a post by Yazid, then followed by Haziqah. see how awesome my friends are! (: seems like yazid still remembers alot about me and what we have gone thru all these years together. man, i sure do miss talking to him and hanging out with him to. everyone's busy with their own things and so am i. nevertheless, that short meet up was very lightening considering its been a while since we've meet up!

oh, and my dear haziqah, please please please take care of yourself! cant believe that youre actually having this kinds of problems. find a cure as soon as possible yeah! dont drag this thing! sounds damn serious. and start drinking milk! it might help ya know! (; and dont ever ever ever lose hope. you can go thru any difficulties, trust me(:

okae, so back to about myself. school has been idk, tough, coz of the upcoming exams. once im thru with this coming week, all the ordeal is over! cant believe that studying for poly exam is much much worse then studying for o levels. what has the education system turned into? many plans coming up this holidays, like going out with classmates and stuff. hope to go out with GH as well again! i am SO going shopping this holidays, and therefore, i have to work my ass off soon to get those kachings!

and speaking of holidays, im gonna use it to get over you.

~ silence has never been this loud ~

2011-08-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

Oh shucks! Yazid is updating for Amiir. So am i! Hahaha. Well, at least i can pour some stuff which my blog is unable to. It felt good having the bond with GH. Just a few weeks back i was fuming mad that we can;t even meet to sit down for a proper meal. Yea, i was disappointed but this impromptu really made it up :) I must say no one can listen to my problems as attentively as amiir, yazid and yuyun. Haiyah. It's true what they say. You may a lot of friends, but only a few can be trusted and can be called your true and loyal friends. They jolly know my flaws, my mistakes, my wrong makings, but they stood by me regardless what. Though each of us has ego and always wanna potray as the best, that is what pushed us forward and be more competitive nevertheless, still the backbone of each other. I love the way we are. Once upon a time, we struggle our way. We gotta sneak every now and then for some time with each other. I am glad we pulled it thru :)

Currently, i am feeling very very very agitated and disturbed. I have scoliosis. It has been a worrying issue for me every morning as i open my eyes, and my saddest blanket each time i go to bed. For some reason, this is diminishing me and, i feel like, i wanna have a perfect posture. That's all. Imagine my ribcage that is higher on one side. My hip that is curved and slide at the other. The bulge that is coming off from my back. It is jst a 3D problem that is inevitable and i can't stand the breathing and heart problems owing to this stupid illness.

I found a perfect cure, not by braces or surgery but - chiropratic. It is an ideal way for adjustment and treatment. I really want this and i am very certain this could help me! But it is no cheap :( haiyah. What should i do? i must get consultation first, asap.

so confused. cold. alone.

ReUnion

2011-08-21T02:45:00.003+08:00

HOLLA SENIOR ESQUALA! ~ Line from Mr. Chao, Hangover 2. ;D Heyy peeps, im updating one of my bestfriend's Rotting Blog. Ugh... Anyway, just met him last friday... LAST FRIDAY NIGHT! ~ by Katy perry. Lawls, okay, he lookeddd... same, he now act like got muscle but actually weak already. Muahahaaa, better train bitch. Anyways, he's been a very busy bee with WORK and TUTORING, HE'S CURRENTLY TUTORING Ziqah's Sis, I hope she doesn't fail. I'm A Better tutor lorrr... CHEY, Kidding. Amiir was so inspired to book a van for Hari Raya, Whos involved? Last year's graduating sec 4's He invited like 20 people, except for the losers. Opps. Kidding. Hahaha, lemme tell you what's gonna happen if he's successful. All our Hari Raya money will be GONE just trying to book that van. Somemore we are all old people, 17 mah. Conferm we wont get that much hari raya money anymore. :( Amiir, its a cute idea, but kinda dumb. You working can lah, have money, i still taking my O'S , I know you graduated alr, dont need show off. Got money also never treat me. So i want duit rayer and a treat to USS!!! OKAY? YAY, AWESOME! :))) I miss him :( Its not GAY, its called friendship. He always got bullied and disturbed by me. I must say Poly made him into a happier person, eh wait, he was never happy in sec school. So, lemme rephrase, poly has made him a happy person. Now he's not sensitive anymore. If not he will freak out and call me in the middle of the night, CRYING. Then i have to be his person counsellor and solve his problems. Oh, i give AWESOME ADVICES, So if you got any problems, call me! Ouh and GST applies so yeah :) Hahaha, 10 more days till Hari Raya, can't celebrate much, must STUDY! Ugh, i hope i get into mass comm at Ngee ann poly, if i dont, i'll die. Okay, thats all people, till next year! :D ~ Your crazy bestfriend, Yazid :)))

2011-08-11T20:47:00.001+08:00

what's with the distance?

2011-08-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

should i continue blogging or should i just completely stop?

2011-07-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

its been a while. busy with plenty of things nowadays. school has been alright so far. shall post at another time. now im waiting for my overdue dinner which is yet to come

2011-06-26T20:35:00.001+08:00

i want to be a singer. how i wish i could..

2011-05-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

just got back from work. feeling so tired as it was freaking busy and i had a bad night so im kinda sleep deprived. realised that i got freaking loads of things to do like, maths tutorials, and on top of that, revision for the upcoming common test. gosh, im screwed man. gonna really rest today and gonna press and push it all tmr. at least complete my revision for DGCH and it will be good enough for tmr. it has freaking loads of content so i should be prepared for it i guess? oh well, till here only. i too tired to type. till nexxt time

confusion

2011-05-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

i feel so frustrated with myself. ive been thinking too much lately. is it just me or is it really happening? i really dont know. one thing's for sure, somehow, youre definitely distancing yourself.

i dont know and i wont know if you might be reading this, but, all i wanna say is, what wrong have i done to you that makes you not wanna talk to me again. i mean, if i did do something wrong, then just tell me what it is and i will do something about it. if there nothing wrong then there's no reason to just ignore me. im human too.. :/

i dont know what else i should write. just feel like calling it a day and see what tomorrow shall bring. nights.

2011-05-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

we WON the floorball match!! like seriously, won, i think by 1 goal!! if feels great, like really!! but the side effects are im feeling so damn tired aft the 3 days of floorball training. didnt did much today but yeah, at least it was a great time

well, now, seriously, i dont know what to do. i wanna ask someone out but then, im just too bloody shy to ask. i dont know why or what, but still, im just shy. well, the thing is, im just afraid of everything that might happen. i mean like, its still a long way to go, and what if somehow, i lose her? words can be sweet in the beginning, but those can turn to flares soon after. a friend of me told me once that sincerity can be shown by someone, but for how long? and to top it off, i got to see it with my own eyes and experience it myself. but nah, i should try not too think too much i guess? oh well, as they say, best things in life have to wait ya know ;)

2011-05-20T16:08:00.000+08:00

i've have been busy these past few days. so many work to do and so many cca pratices. just done with my physical training yesterday. and its been really a while since i worked out. its really tiring and yeah. shall have training today at 5pm focusing on courts and stick handling. i still suck at it, but hey, who knows, i might be better in time to come. i feel that i should start swimming soon too!

at ourspace now, slacking alone since im forever alone and its only 4pm and cca starts at 5pm. great. but nah, guess im just used to it in sec sch that it doesnt matter anymore. im gonna delete my blog link from twitter soon, so i guess this will just be my own diary and all those who ever bother to even know it exists.

shall waste my time now with my half dying lappy. hopefully it would last for another one hour. my phone is also dying. great..

2011-05-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

today was a fruitful day at work even though i had to work on a sunday. but its okae, coz its worth it i guess? learned to many things and catch up with so many things with workmates. aft like a week of not working! gonna work again this tuesday! and its double pay!! =D heheheh, okae so thats that

just 'completed' my maths tutorials. kinda hard but still, at least i tried doing it. at least i completed like maybe 70% of it? well, its a good thing since i totally suck at maths. and i gonna get my first ever test results for maths for this year tmr. i wonder how i fair.. hmmm...

school has been going on smoothly for me but im not moving so smoothly i guess? nvm, whatever it is, lets just forget the past and move on with life. i mean, cmon, new school, new friends, might as well start fresh. besides, ive always wanted to leave that bloody sec sch since i was sec 3.

i wonder if anyone ever reads my blog.. hmmmmm.....

2011-05-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

have been watching movies these days during class and have not been concentrating in class. so much for wanting to concentrate in class. i dont even understand anything they are teaching me for gods sake and im just afraid that when exams are nearing, i will be dead meat like how i was like when o levels were nearing. so panicking please. anyways, my classmates, duan yi, songwei, hazel and charmaine had a surprise for me. so unexpected luh. like suddenly in class light up candles and all. like secondary school sia, but i nvr really had that during sec sch though. i was damn shy luh please. but it was indeed sweet and thoughtful of them. thanks guys =D alright till here only. i shall continue watching Aminityveille Horror. nice story about a haunted house. must watch! =D

2011-05-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

im feeling damn sian now. i really dont know why. haha, looks like tagboard is dead too. okae, im gonna change my blogsong and make it to a faster beat. for now, i shall listen to lagu2 melayu. nites

2011-05-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

i shall try my best to keep my blog alive even though its like drowning and outdated now. but its alright. sch has just started like 2 weeks ago. so far so good. was kinda alright, made some new friends and they awesome. slowly getting to know some of my classmates better too. still trying to navigate the school but hey, im improving. however, i still dont like they way they teach there. you cant understand anything they teach you. its like they are talking to themselves. oh well, i guess i must get use to the way they teach there. and im soo gonna take floorball as a cca!

going strong, im moving on

2011-04-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

im not in the mood to update my blog nowadays even though i still do log into blogger. things has been just plain lately. nothing interesting, nothing dull. i think its been a boring time for me now. oh well, gonan end here. just cant wait for sch to start next week

2011-03-23T22:35:00.002+08:00

because i told you i am not who i am. and i told you to resist and avoid me and im dangerous. but....

2011-03-19T22:49:00.001+08:00

i shall post tmr. nights! =D

big momma in the house!

2011-03-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

alright, so today i went to watch big momma. the movie was quite good!! watched the movie with my dear syahidah! well, she used to be my primary school friend =D and seriously, i find her so damn sweet. i soooo lose out to her please! its like woah! speechless. but somehow, its sad that she has to go thru so much in life, even though we are same age. she went thru much more hardships than me and its kinda sad to know wadever is happening to her is somehow killing her inside:/ but i know she is strong and able to get thru all this, being patient and letting time heal things. dont worry, someday, some guy will want you. dont worry kay my dear? cuma tuhan je yg tau hal nie semue. berdoa dan harap yg terbaik je kay? it saddens me to see her cry quite badly and stuff. :/ hmmmm... well, i hope ur fine dear. ;)

2011-03-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

i found this on someone's blog when i was just scrolling thru. my gosh, i believe that wadever the person said is true. sometimes, we just miss those moments we had together, but not the person. sometimes, we have to look back again, and look harder. not to look for the good things that we are alrd holding on, but for other things that can give us a reason to move on as well. as for the last part of emotions, i believe that wadever that shld be said, is there. sometimes, emotions are out of control, but i dont know. lets just leave it to individuals to reflect upon these yeah? =D

anyways, i stumbled upon this on one of my old friend's blog. and when i read her blog, i seriously feel bad for her. i mean, there's so much she has to go thru right now. and im inspired actually, to see someone younger than me, going thru so much more than me.. totally speechless

2011-03-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

work was alright yesterday. kinda busy though. and guess what? i was thrown in the kitchen and was told, today you do gourmet. siak! i nearly died in there man! hell's kitchen! lucky min was there to help me abit! but seriously, it was like hell's kitchen. no rest, rush here, rush there. and mostly, i anyhow made the food. i still hope that the food is nice though, coz some do smell nice^^ heheh! perasan.com tol uh!

okae, gonna go out and have a haircut soon

2011-03-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

woah! work was damn fun seh yesterday!! damn syiok babeh! me and farhan keep on our own songs and play it over the sound system. trust me, work was more fun that way, like wayyy more fun! woah, syiok luh. so today, me and farhan are gonna bring our own set of thumbdrive each to plug into the system and we're gonna own the stall babeh! just hope that no ppl from HQ come down or something. if not, we're dead meat sia.

dont show your weakness to others. it will only give them the opportunity to take advantage out of it - Amiir

i shake my head left to right

2011-03-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

gosh im bored. yesterday work was kinda alright, more to awesome side actually. we closed damn early. its like shop closes at 11, but 1040, we so called managed to chase everyone out! awesome! and its all thanks to the manager under attachement. he's damn fast sia! by 11pm, we are done with everything and everyone can go back! =D sales wise, we short of 59cents to reach the target of 2.3k. like wth? haha! but who cares!

so, today will work closing again. i wonder who will be in charge today. might be florance? i dont know. all i know, faster close, faster go home! hahahah!! im still wondering if i should go and cut my hair or not...

keep the heaviest things near to you, and the lightest not too far from you - Amiir

2011-02-28T13:44:00.001+08:00

have been busy working my ass off till I compromised my health for it.. feel so tired today. tis whole week I might be dead coz im working closing for the whole week. yesterday was kinda busy. sales was 3.4k which is alright for a sunday. hopefully, today will be relaxing.. have been working to max limits on sat and sun. totally drained my energy manz. currently down with a minor sore throat and headache. hopefully, at least, the headache will recover before I get to work and sore throat will be done by tmr.

hmm.. im still wondering if I should cut my hair.. maybe just do a minor trim or cut short so I dont needa manage my hair that often.. but I wanna try having long hair for once. well, will see how it goes:-)

busy ahhhhh

2011-02-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

alright, work last night was... so effing busy manz! its really crazy. sales was one of the highest, being rated at 4,000. crap sia! we were all dying there. its like wanna close, then got customer, wanna close then again gt customer. wth rite? in the end, we just anyhow close here, close there and there, done. and wads even worst, im so called the most experienced barista that night other than Teddy. wth rite? haha! rush here, rush there. so yeah, work ended like 1am in the morning then while waiting to transport, min, jaime and me sat down talk talk. hahah, seriously, nothing to do! oh yea, and it was kinda epic also! its like, i was telling jaime, this new girl at work, that the yogurt machine, if any parts break or spoilt, die, coz its 16k the machine and no spare parts sold. then when im done washing it and wanna assemble it back, i realised, oh shit, one of the part was missing. i told teddy about it and the epic searching began. we searched under the fridge, literally crawlled on the floor and stuff. then i told min, hey, help me look for the part, she was like, wait, its here beside the sink. me and teddy were like, right, so searching for something that's right infront of our eyes! oh well, funneh! well, gotta get ready for work now. im working from 2pm to 12pm today if i can take it! will update soon!

Biatch

2011-02-25T23:54:00.001+08:00

okae, just found out something hurtful about my ex. well, heart pain, but just let her be who she wanna be. I shall nt wait for her alrd. I will finally move on. who cares what she wants to be. its just too bad if she destroys her future. one advice for you, grow up, be mature and stop playing guys biatch.

ok, lets skip to something new. im blogging via my xperia nw. gosh, quite hard to type, but I shall make it. work was alright yesterday, even though it was seriously busy. bt teamwork made us go home at the usual early timing:-D today off day. wanted to go back wwss but in the end changed my mind since im lazy:-P. so in the end, I just go home and catch up on my sleep. tmr will be working night shift again with this new staff. okae luh, kinda gd looking^^ haha, gosh, I sound so despo!! so gonna work straight till next week fri. confirm tiring to the max!! oh well, till here only. till next time. oh, and to hilya, if ur reading this, thanks for knocking sense to me. be patient with everything and let time heal everything. but you must put in effort as well alright??;-)

2011-02-24T13:02:00.000+08:00

woah, okae, so work was alright. was slow at first, but managed to pick up some speed towads the end. it feels awkward aft not working for sometime. its like i lost that touch. oh well, so work again today. night shift. feel so bloody tired.

gosh, my parents think i changed my phone to iphone! haah! oh well.

2011-02-22T12:16:00.000+08:00

gosh, im still so tired aft waking up. oh, great, my work has been shifted frm today to tmr, midnight shift. woah. die die. long time no work, and back to work doing night is gonna kill me to the max. alright, whatever

so, had a fantastic day yesterday. this brenda, made me wait for like 30min.. grr.. lucky i was with syaza at JP and we went walking around to look for syaza new phone. she wants a samsung wave S5333 and i seriously think the phone is awesome! nvm, i will wait till next year, change this xperia and get nokia E7. it kinda looks great! anyways, went down to meet brenda and went to vivo. she went to her workplace, which was a lingerie shop and she persuaded me to enter! i was like, whatttttttttttt?! no way!! hahaha! thats sick. okae, then went to ben and jerry and treat her ice cream since she wants it so much.. grr, she keeps using my phone aft that to transfer stuff. and my batt's dead. best part of all, she bought home my charger, and i have to meet her at 3 later to get it back. damn, my phone is only left with 8%. dont know if it can survive though..

2011-02-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

morning everyone! okae, soon i will gdt my dear phone back! wohoo! cant wait for it. hope the bad luck is gone now:/ ever since i had that phone in my possesion, i was sick. when i gave it away temporarily, im back to normal. weirdddd. oh well. what can i do right?

okae, im so bored right now. gonna go out later at 2 to follow Brenda to orchard or something. she wanna go for a job interview. quite far eh? good luck gg to orchard for work like almost everyday. if its me, i rather work somewhere close. alright, so that's all for now. shall update more if there is time =D

Injections!

2011-02-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

im back!! there's so many i wanna say here today, but lets start with why i was missing for a period of time. i was sick at that time. diarhoea and was vomitting. quite bad! and it went on for like a week! insane but true. went to the doctor 3 times and then the hospital once. was lucky that i was not admitted in, but still, it was a scary thing for me. alhamdullillah, i recovered. but kinda painful journey. in 1 week, i got 2 injections, with IV drip treatment. its where they put tube to ur body, to supply and hydrate you with water. im dehydrated since i was shitting and vomitting and losing so much water and blood. then when doctor injected me, first, he withdraw my blood. and considering and i knew i had little blood left, i was like STOP STOP! IM GONNA DIE! I DONT HAVE ANYMORE BLOOD!! i was like screaming that literally inside, but oh well, what can i do. after that, he inject a dose of some vomitting solution, before i proceed to IV drip.. i went to NUH and i kinda like the ppl there. quite nice. well, i dont know, but hey, its my first time to the hospital, and the impression was good. so maybe next time, i'll consider gg there again =D but in total, i wasted like 250bucks just on medical. oh my, my parents paid for them somemore...

alright, so thats wad happend to me. Ppl at work have been worried to. received some msges asking if im doing fine and get well soon msges. thats pretty nice of them too=D one even emailed me guidelines to get well soon! ohh, i so love my work! ^^ manager has been kind to delete my week's schedule and put me down for minimal work next week. so nice of everyone! but i bet my pay for this month is gonna suck big time. 1st week of feb i skip 1 whole week coz im under holiday for chinese new year. then now, 1 week hol for being sick! oh well, be prepared to get some suckish pay then.

well, life has been alright t me for now, even thought it sucks not to have someone always there for you. maybe i have one, but oh well, everyone busy with their own things. so its okae i guess? oh, i love my new phone! its a sony ericsson xperia X8. its like finally, i got to change phone! woah! haha! okae, lets see what else i should get for this month

Phone - Done
Earpiece - Done
Clothes - Nearly Done
Pants - Not Yet
Movie - Not Yet

well, thats about that. shall list somemore once i can think of something i wanna get. im thinking if i should change my MP4 player? hmm, should i? its still in working condition though. oh well, its okae, shall think about it some other day. time to check facebook and my emails! till next time! =D

you can let go of someone, but you will never forget them

2011-02-10T21:47:00.001+08:00

alright, since im free now, i shalll update my blog. things has been doing okae for now. work also have been average, but quite fun now^^ recently, just changed to Xperia X8 and im simply loving my new phone!! oh no!! lappy batt left 8%!! i shall shut down nw since im lazy to charge my lappy! =P!

2011-02-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

YAY! i shall blog again now since there's nothing to do. i took like 1 week off from work. crazy me, but yeah, i think i need it. well, actually planned to go penang during the CNY break, but last minute i decided to give it a go. not in the mood to holiday, so in the end, ended up being at home and having to take care of myself. sounds fun? nahh, it isnt. nothing to do, like seriously. wanna go out, but dont know who to invite or wanna go where! so just stuck at home, catching up on sleep and using the computer till im sick of it. oh well. i just cant wait for sch to get started! woah, i need go to ngee ann soon and see how's the poly like! never went there before so yeah! hmm, i shall try to look on the positive side of life now. everyone says im an emo boy and i dont want to be known from that. from now, i wanna change the way i see things and learn new ways of living life and learn to give ppl the benefit of doubt instead of being so sad and sensitive at small little things. yeah, thats more like it!

2011-01-23T21:23:00.001+08:00

i hate my life now. i broke up.. but i still love her. she doesnt. oh well, i raelly dont know wad to type. will just drop by next time i guess..

2011-01-17T11:38:00.001+08:00

sometimes im lazy to blog while other times i wanna blog. oh well. anyways, someone has been blacklisting me at my workplace and im getting into all sorts of trouble i never even did. my gosh, just wonder who is doing this to me.. takper, ada karma, satu hari kena balik..

RESULTS!

2011-01-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

results are freaking out!!! and im also freaking out at the same time. coz its the best results ive ever gotten in my secondary school life! like really. im really shocked to see my results even! L1R4 is 13!! alhamdulillah for my results(: after taking results went to help out in the sec 1 soccer trials. was okae, pitch was very wet and muddy and it was drizzling like mad with wind all around! and i played like crap, like seriously, since its been a while since i played soccer. after that, meet dear and she said im very smelly. so i have no choice but to go and take a shower. aft that, dry myself and hangout at school. sent bie home and gave her a goodbye kiss(: hehe. i just love my bie soo much!!=D

Crazy For You

2011-01-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey, and today will be the release of o level results. like wtf? im feeling so nervous right now please! anyways, yesterday work was kinda hectic! only 4 ppl on the team for night shift and the que was long! and we managed to hit 4k of sales if im nt wrong! great or what. but sure is tiring day for us. esp only when me and nicholas are the only ones working at the frontline! insane yet true! oh oh, i miss my bby girl soo much! anddd she said im crazy for her now! aww! hehe, gonna meet up with her later and give her some tight hug!^^ alright, will be back later. hpe my results turn out fine:/

Hey You!

2011-01-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

HEY, you
I want my first KISS with you.
i want to HOLD your hand,
i want to LAUGH at your jokes.
i wanna LOOK into your eyes.
i wanna walk BESIDE you.
i wanna say you're my GIRLFRIEND.

i kinda said those,
because,
i've heard LOVE stories from
my friends about their GIRLFRIEND.
and i wanna feel that happiness.
i wanna feel like how they feel
when they are with their GIRLFRIENDS.
i wanna talk about YOU.

2011-01-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

alright, im right back! bie has a diary, and i shall have a online diary. hehe, she doesnt know that i own a blog so lets keep it a secret aye?:) bie cut her hair seh!): alah.. i dont get to even see her hair curled yet luh! i really like her long hair, but oh well, wads done is done right? anyways, choosing a poly and course is so much tougher than i expected. i dont want any course that has anything to do with maths, so thats a whole lot bunch of courses out. then i dont want sciences either coz it involves maths. and thats a whole load of courses out. oh my, i really dont know wad i really want right now? too many courses to choose from. most likely, im thinking of going to RP. if i get into NYP, i will take nursing course. i dont care if it sucks or what, but still, it does not involve anything related to maths and that is good enough. oh well, looks like im gonna get into trouble real soon. bie said her dad alrd suspected that she has a boyfriend. oh well, hope nothing goes wrong.. anyways, bie is so sweet luh please! in her homework folder, the from page, its written,

SHAKIRA<3
and i love my boyfriend

she's sweet isnt she?(: aww, i really love my girlfriend too!muah!

She Takes Me High

2011-01-06T00:50:00.000+08:00

just got back from work. gosh, today was really tiring! so much to do! i did espresso machine again today! and hey, im getting the hang of it alrd! not so afraid of the hot water alrd^^ anyways, did broke something at work today. oh well, its okae, accidents happen rite. so before went to work, meet up with eddie. we catch up on a few things like hows his holidays and stuff. then went to sch to see ms nithiya! my gosh, i really miss sch so much luh!! alot things change in school since its a new principal but its okae, i just miss sch and my beloved graduating class 4F! oh well. meet shakira. she dont wanna talk to me at first, but yeah, we;re okae now and im really happy for that. i love you dearest! later coming back to school again to help out for cca fair and then meet shakira again! im treating her lunch tmr and its gonna be the school canteen since she misses school food and so do i!! alright then, till here only. i'll update soon! nights ppl!

2011-01-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

woah, finally,nie text me(: im so sorry for everything kay bie? i really really love you!! alright, work was okae today. finally i had to close the whole Ice Blend station today. trust me, its really tiring to the max. my espresso skills are improving!^^ im really freaking tired now. okae, im gonna make a surprise visit to school today! wait for me ppl!!

set your priorities straight

2011-01-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

alright, this will be my diary from today onwards. i dont know who will bloody read or blog or not, but i dont care. no one bothers reading a blog thats been dead for so long alrd wad. so it will just be a secret between me and my blog. oh well, just gt back from work. im bloody tired. im just really thankful that i have great work mates and managers that are understanding and care for everyone. thank god for that. 2nd, a dream had made me realised that i shld start praying and all coz i dont know when is my time for everything. i dont know when im going, nor anything related to that. i should just taubat i guess? haiz, i wonder wads with ziqa.. i mean, i guess she's changed? i really dont know.. i dont know kenapa she behaving like this. oh well, i guess she will realise that soon? hopefully.. just get her back on the right track ya allah.. anyways, she and suhaimi has been wanting to transfer to my outlet. i heard their manager allowed them to, but sadly, my manager doesnt. maybe coz my manager think that both of them have bad records at JP outlet? i really dont know. but yeah, i heard that outlet really sucks. anyways, tmr my outlet will have 2 new recruits! can teach how them to do ice blend! hhaha! im learning how to do espresso and brew alrd! kinda tough but i will try, insyallah. work at raffles city hotel was also awesome^^ ppl there are great and i do enjoy working there! everyone's friendly and quite helpful. im just so lucky to go to that hotel even though i didnt get to go back to mandarin oriental. oh well, i dont know luh. guess im gonna take in all the blame again for everything. but its okae, im a strong person and i believe in myself, no matter how much ppl will hate me for who i am or how i dont have any close friends. coz i have myself and i do believe in myself(:

3RD JAN

2011-01-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

things has been idk, crazy, sad, stupid? first, i dont understand why ziqa doesnt want me and shafiq to collect our salary. i mean, wads with the sudden, only thinking of herself. oh well, thats her problem, not mine. haiz.. girlfriend also has been such a pain.. i mean, why she never talk or text me for 2-3 days alrd? haiz.. im sick of ppl being selfish and thinking of themselves only. i rather go to work and make new friends.. oh well... wads done is done.. gonna wait and see where time will put everything

hello 2011

2011-01-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

alright, so ive not been blogging for a very very long time. i guess no one will know my blog exists now or something. well, no one reads it in the first place, what more know it exists. oh well. things, have been rocky recently. me having some mad dreams, and yea, my dear has been, idk, moody/cold towards me? anyways, my dear is no other than Siti Noor Shakira. its a long story on how we actually met but oh well. i dont wanna blog for too long today. work has been alright and o lvl results in 10 days time. gonna prepare myself for it. in the mean time, to to watch tv. nites. will post again soon

2010-11-05T00:08:00.001+08:00

Its okae if things happen. Coz i dont seem to feel much alrd. Emotions are alrd broken quite badly, so any attempts to break it will only bring minimal effects i guess? Oh well, life has to go on. Maybe this is not my time, yet

2010-11-04T16:36:00.001+08:00

So... It looks like im back on blogger once again. Things have been hectic for me and im too busy to even post anything up here. I even forgot i had a blog! So almost done with o levels and yea, can trash my books away! Awesome. Things have also been a roller coaster ride for me. Everywhere, things change so quickly, so fast. If only things get a little slower and that would be great. Well, seems like 2 friend of mine, also bestie's cousin, Ayu, has migrated to johor! Wonder how she is coping there. Have fun with those mat johors eh?? Oh well, finally i managed to let go of someone but yea, relationship wise, i still have minimal progress and there is so much more to learn. Guess that will have to wait huh?? But oh well, its worth the wait i guess? Oh well, till next time then!

2010-09-16T21:32:00.002+08:00

I performed this song before for my auditions. there's plenty of difference in his and my voice

Endless

2010-09-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Looks like im writing again eh... Hmm... I dont know why... I feel so shitty nowadays. I want to let go everything inside, just that i dont know how to say it out and who to say it out to. I just wish, someone could just read through my mind, help me thru this shit and there goes my problems. My own problems are killing me now. Oh yea, you may say im thinking to much, but hey, if you were me, what would you do? Seriously... Im done with everything. Im not strong enough this time to face everything alone... I used to be, but, things just keep coming and coming till i cant take it any longer and fall. I dont know why no want wants to talk to me. I dont even know why i dont have friends. Maybe it was me who avoided them in the first place. I dont know, seriously. What's wrong with my life, i too do not know. My heart, it's like so numb now, so hurt, that it feels like im a living zombie, just wandering around, helpless, nothing to hang on or depend on... I dont wanna give up just yet, but... Im on the verge of doing so...

2010-09-04T22:18:00.001+08:00

All Girls Reject

2010-09-04T01:13:00.001+08:00

The title sounds familiar right? HAHA. Its from 2 years back and i still stick to it coz nothing has improved since the past. Oh well... So yea, look at the time. I still cant sleep. So yea, im just gonna write about rejection.

So rejection. It always happens right? Sometimes, one just cant accept the other and thus this happens. Things like this do happen right? Maybe not only rejection from relationships with a partner, but even with friends too. So how does this happens? For me, i guess, maybe its because one cant accept the other for who they are. Or maybe, even someone cant spare time for the other in their lives. But, things do happen in live. Humans do makes mistakes. Who doesnt right? But sometimes, i do envy guys who can easily get a girl as and when they want. Oh well, maybe the time has not come for me yet...

2010-09-03T22:59:00.001+08:00

Chemistry prelim paper today. and for the first time, i am able to do a chemistry paper. thank gosh i studied. went home and slept. woke up and went to friday prayers as usual. then went to meet bestie. teman her to buy things and talked about stuff. thank gosh she's okae now! heh, its gd to talk to bestie bout this kinda stuffs. well, she had to leave early coz kena paksa go somewhere. went home and continued sleeping. went to terawih at night and blah2.. i really dont know what to write now. oh well... oh yeah! i found out, i got blamed again for relationship problems! haha! standard nyer. im always blamed for this kinds of things. oh well, blame me all you want then(:

sometimes, i just wish, what happened did'nt not happen. but hey! accidents do happen right??(:

the used

2010-09-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

Guess my blog will be my new bestfriend, and will always be my friend after all... I dont know where to pour out my heart anymore. I had enough of keeping things to myself and suffer on my own... So im just gonna let it out here.

So it all started when i broke up with her. After that my parents fall sick. Then followed by me losing almost all my friends,including my bestfriends. Then exams are near. Then i met Natasha bestie, then im thrown responsibility in the house, then i met bestie's cousin. Then something happened during my prelim period. Gosh... Tell me, how do i wanna survive? With so many ppl despicing me, shoving me aside after they used me for whatever purpose they want... Sometimes, this world just seems so lonely to me. Its like im in the middle of a busy street, im lost, yet when i ask for help, ppl just keep moving. Im just left there t figure out on my own to navigate. Im not even myself lately. I feel so crappy, easily tired out and all. I know i have to persevere on till at least i complete my major exams. 2 more months. Its so close yet it seems so far. Its close coz i do feel the urge to study in this short the frame. Its far coz, its just filled with so many difficulties. I dont know how long i can hang on. I really wanna do well for my exams. I really want to get into the course i want, tourism or resort management. But all those seems so far from my reach... I wonder who else in such a state like me... Oh well... Listening to Shattered by Trading Yesterday. I find the song meaningful though... Oh well... Nights my friend...

Depressed

2010-09-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

had physics paper today. Went to sch late. Oh well, who cares anyways. Paper was hard. Good for me. I guess im not gonna do well. Flunk my physics, which also means, i will flunk my sciences. Oh well. Well done to me. Reached home at 10am. Went to sleep till 3pm. Woke up with my whole body so sore and weak. Well, this is the effect of thinking too much i guess? Tried my best to study chemistry, but effort was to waste. Had no mood at all. I dont know why. Oh well... Fml...

2010-09-01T23:18:00.001+08:00

just cried till my chest hurts... Gosh. Am i that weak? God, please help me. Hambamu sudah tidak kuat utk melawan cobaanmu.. Berikanlah aku kekuatan dan semangat ya allah..

List It All Out

2010-09-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

I've decided to make a list of things i should'nt say and/or do to you from now onwards..

no more calling you dear
no more sweet words all the time
~~no more i miss you~~
no more goodnight hugs
no more saying i love you
no more saying i like you
no more pushing you too hard
no more sweet jokes
no more making you miserable
no more telling you so much of my problems
~~no more calling and speaking to you on the phone~~
~~no more thinking so much of you~~

there's just many more to list down... oh well...

~~i really want to do those things.. but i cant..~~

Unexpected

2010-09-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

had a totally boring day today. just stayed at home, and studied at full blast. i dont even know what to do anymore. had no mood to do anything. im still kinda shocked at what happend in the morning but i guess im alright now. oh well. physics paper tmr. chemistry on friday. idk how im gonna survive, but i will find a way to survive..

2010-08-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

Let's begin shall we? Day started off with an alright note. Maths paper 2 was first. Kinda tough but guess, i can do more of the questions inside! Gosh, Im improving seh! Actually i wanted to sleep and give up but then dear's words of just do the paper keep ringing on my head, so in the end, i did almost all the questions, even though i bullshit through everythin. Then next was ss. Source based was kinda hard. Essay was alright and manageable. Lucky! After sch went to hall for practical briefing and aft that head back to class for f1 briefing. Alot students drop out from the work attachment once they heard it was 8 hours shift. Cmon, 8 hours only! So In the end, Im the only malay fellow doing this job. Its gonna be fun, trust me! Haha. Then mrs kang was like saying i have the hospitality face. Ohkay... But i really do wanna take that course when i graduate! Saw kak Ayu in school today! Wanted to talk to her but she's busy doing some performance stuff so dont wanna disturb her. Went home and talked to dear. Kesian dia! Her friend keep disturbing her only! Haha! Went home and sleep like i dont wanna wake up. So yea, thats practically my day!

I want to hold you close, never letting go of you. I miss you!;-)

2010-08-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

looking back at my previous post last year, i realised i have changed to way i blogged alot! i cant even recognise it was me doing that. darn, from now onwards i shall start blogging like lastime!!

alrights, so let's begin. woke up and straight away studied for Social studies. so far have covered 3 chapters alrd. im so tired! im still stuck with maths and i really need help

darn it.
So let's just skip to today kay? On the phone with dear last night. Haha. She's at Natasha's house and gosh, so kecoh rabak! Talked till 130am. blah blah, went to meet them 12 hours later. Heh, dear was like so shocked when she see me coz i said i wont be going out! But fun eh prank org! She just got punked! Haha! Disturb Natasha and keep calling her keling and stuff. She even thought we wanted to Go to bangla park! She wants to meet her friends katekan... So yea, instead went to safra, take a look around. Talk to dear about stuff and sent those two cousins home. Bid irfan farewell and i too went home. Got some nap and woke up with the table full of food! Cool or what?! Hmm... I wonder what's dear doing now? I miss her uh!;-)

2010-08-27T23:22:00.001+08:00

irresistably sweet,
bt gosh, i am still weak..

I'll be your midnight escape

2010-08-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

My gosh... Prelims is finally here. Like its so fast and time just flies just like that... English papers today. Was kinda hard. Damn. Not really confident if i can do that well for it. I must work hard this weekend to catch up with all my other subjects. Gosh, so little time, so much to do... I should have started revision earlier and not play around. I Am really in desperate need for help in maths! Who is willing to help me?? Hmm... Not too sure what i shall do tomorrow but studying maths and socials studies is a must. Anyone wanna study with me?

Youth Olympic Games!

2010-08-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

lets begin with yesterday! i managed to get hold of the YOG soccer tickets! was so excited for the match luh! went there with the rest of the soccer boys and some hockey boys as well. was excited all the way. unfortunately, they were sitting at the grandstand while i bought tickets at the gallery.. so had no choice. watched hiati vs venetua match at first. quite okae, but the stadium wasnt filled, so the atmosphere wasnt there. at halftime, we managed to sneak into the grandstand with the help of my gary ong! cool or wad!! view was quite okae, got the front seats, but i didnt mind. waited for the singapore vs montenegro match for quite some time! omg, for that match, the whole stadium was almost filled up! attendance was high at 5850! for singapore, i think its high? hahah!! match started off with a very good note. singapore managed to score in just 3 mins? fantastic. overall, its one of those best matches ive ever seen coz both sides are determined to win and it was really a very very fast game! excellent one indeed! reached home around 1145pm and rested. today was rather alright. tiring day, but managed to pull through it. man, i really need to study alrd. prelims is in 2 weeks to come! O lvls is in 8 more weeks to come! this is really freaking me out!

2010-08-17T21:57:00.001+08:00

finally! I gt tickets for yog event this thurs! Its gonna be soccer! Lets begin with today. Was another dead tiring day as usual. This year's fasting month is really a challenge. I feel so tired easily, Im sick and the weather, gosh, very warm to be true. Of well, persevere on i guess? Went home with bestie, syahmi, and his friend, reena? Natasha keeps saying i was obscene? I dont get it! I was just walking under the rain, and yea, seriously man! Okae, so syahmi brought this flower for i wonder who... Then went home. My throat's gonna kill me soon. It hurts very bad...

its all About YoU

a new beginning!

2010-08-15T19:05:00.001+08:00

Took my english o level oral on friday. It was hard. Damn... I think i sort of answered the question for conversation any how coz i was one of the longest being examined. The topic was about globalisation. Like, wth? The picture discussion was also very hard coz i dont even know what it is about. So yea...

Hmm, yesterday went back to school to do maths mock paper. Sat for both paper 1 and 2. I could do paper 1 but was really struggling very hard for paper 2. Oh well, looks like Im headed for another fail. Aft that, went to meet Ayu and her friend. Restring her guitar and walk2 in jp. Its been a while since i walk in jp. Saw loads of yog volunteers and even coaches i think? Coz they are wearing this big tag, but i dont know what it is. So yea.

Did nothing much today. Just slack around at home, play guitar and used the computer. Went to bazaar at masjid sultan just now. It was kinda packed. Well, i guess i should be off studying later at night....

I dnt knw why bt i feel better these few days!^^

2010-08-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

took el oral o level paper today. Damn, it was quite hard! The topic about some globalisation crap. Seriously, like who cares. Bt oh well.. Today is a sleepy day for me. Keep sleeping during lessons. Bad day for me. Oh well. The gd thing is i learn new singing techniques !

hold me

2010-08-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

today is the first day of fasting! It was basically quite a tiring day for me. Felt the tiredness set in on me. I felt kinda lethargic seh. Bt oh well, it always happens on the first day. Nt sure wad is the common test for tmr. Oh well, just see how luh. Im really lagging behind in studies! I really need plenty of help! And oh, my eng o lvl oral is this friday. Wow, dead! Nt even sufficient practise for oral yet. Oh well, just leave it that way i guess. Try to get help tmr for my oral. Im really nervous..

2010-08-10T22:53:00.001+08:00

had a great time today with my peeps! Hehe. Generally an alright day!

Will i finally be able to move on?

Daze's Graze

2010-08-10T16:09:00.000+08:00

what shall i do today? thats the question bothering me. woke up with 2 new msges in my inbox. today's el lesson is cancelled. damn. so looks like i have nothing to do eh? so just sit around at home, played guitar, online, used computer and stare at the screen. yaz called and ajaked me to eat at LJS at 6 today. he's treating me, so im coming! hope this would be a great outing^^ will update soon!

Celebrating the nation's birthday

2010-08-09T20:58:00.001+08:00

today has been a boring day for me. Let's start with yesterday. Went out to watch the community shield cup with mr chua, allan, hanying, yong hong eugene and a few more peeps. Had a great time. Hanying treat everyone milo dinosaur. Mr chua treat us rojak and prata! Hehe. Had a great laugh at one funny goal. Basically, a great night spent!

Shall nt elaborate much for today. Did nthg much. Watched 500 days of summer again today. Learned quite a few things. I shall be more observant frm nw onwards! Heh. So thts practically my day. And oh, this year's national day is very awesome indeed. A great job done!

Should I Start Anew?

2010-08-08T21:19:00.002+08:00

crappy day for today i think. it went alright i guess? yesterday went to read my long lost posts, and i nearly cried. things are so different back then, and now, everything is different, even the way i blogged... oh god, please give me back my cheerfulness... i really want it backk..

today had nothing much. slept late last nite. teman one of my kawan. from sad, till suddenly talk to alot of rubbish! its like, wow! hah! thanks for sharing with me! next time if can find the time, we talk again kay?^^ woke up at 10am. went back to sleep at 12pm. went out to yishun to aunt's house for some kenduri. then went to lower seletar reservoir. its near malaysia seh! i nvr went there before so yeah. the rest, i cant remember much coz im just dazing off. gg to watch football later with mr chua and the usual soccer kaki. hope tonight's match will be a blast!

guess wad, i feel dead these few days.it feels like i dont have any direction in my life. things around me revolve but i just sit and stare, feeling so hopeless.. why is it like this? i dont even feel the urge to get up and move on with the ppl around me. and ppl made me realise, hey, actually, i dont possess anything that would help me in relationships, both with friends and partners. oh well, i guess, i just have to stick with that. maybe writing poems might help me out, i guess?

2010-08-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

today has been a tiring day for me. Spent it quite badly i supposed? Morning went to sch to play soccer bt it rained. So decided to slack around near sch. Haikel and irfan follow me to my house and we lepaked. Nthg much to do. Haikel thought me new singing technique which i found very useful. Then went out with family. Today is just a dull day. And sadly, i didnt attend bestie's concert. Wad a shame..

2010-08-07T22:33:00.001+08:00