Catch Me

Saturday, May 28, 2011 @ 9:45 PM

just got back from work. feeling so tired as it was freaking busy and i had a bad night so im kinda sleep deprived. realised that i got freaking loads of things to do like, maths tutorials, and on top of that, revision for the upcoming common test. gosh, im screwed man. gonna really rest today and gonna press and push it all tmr. at least complete my revision for DGCH and it will be good enough for tmr. it has freaking loads of content so i should be prepared for it i guess? oh well, till here only. i too tired to type. till nexxt time

confusion

Thursday, May 26, 2011 @ 10:55 PM

i feel so frustrated with myself. ive been thinking too much lately. is it just me or is it really happening? i really dont know. one thing's for sure, somehow, youre definitely distancing yourself.

i dont know and i wont know if you might be reading this, but, all i wanna say is, what wrong have i done to you that makes you not wanna talk to me again. i mean, if i did do something wrong, then just tell me what it is and i will do something about it. if there nothing wrong then there's no reason to just ignore me. im human too.. :/

i dont know what else i should write. just feel like calling it a day and see what tomorrow shall bring. nights.

Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 12:04 AM

we WON the floorball match!! like seriously, won, i think by 1 goal!! if feels great, like really!! but the side effects are im feeling so damn tired aft the 3 days of floorball training. didnt did much today but yeah, at least it was a great time

well, now, seriously, i dont know what to do. i wanna ask someone out but then, im just too bloody shy to ask. i dont know why or what, but still, im just shy. well, the thing is, im just afraid of everything that might happen. i mean like, its still a long way to go, and what if somehow, i lose her? words can be sweet in the beginning, but those can turn to flares soon after. a friend of me told me once that sincerity can be shown by someone, but for how long? and to top it off, i got to see it with my own eyes and experience it myself. but nah, i should try not too think too much i guess? oh well, as they say, best things in life have to wait ya know ;)

Friday, May 20, 2011 @ 4:08 PM

i've have been busy these past few days. so many work to do and so many cca pratices. just done with my physical training yesterday. and its been really a while since i worked out. its really tiring and yeah. shall have training today at 5pm focusing on courts and stick handling. i still suck at it, but hey, who knows, i might be better in time to come. i feel that i should start swimming soon too!

at ourspace now, slacking alone since im forever alone and its only 4pm and cca starts at 5pm. great. but nah, guess im just used to it in sec sch that it doesnt matter anymore. im gonna delete my blog link from twitter soon, so i guess this will just be my own diary and all those who ever bother to even know it exists.

shall waste my time now with my half dying lappy. hopefully it would last for another one hour. my phone is also dying. great..

Sunday, May 15, 2011 @ 10:45 PM

today was a fruitful day at work even though i had to work on a sunday. but its okae, coz its worth it i guess? learned to many things and catch up with so many things with workmates. aft like a week of not working! gonna work again this tuesday! and its double pay!! =D heheheh, okae so thats that

just 'completed' my maths tutorials. kinda hard but still, at least i tried doing it. at least i completed like maybe 70% of it? well, its a good thing since i totally suck at maths. and i gonna get my first ever test results for maths for this year tmr. i wonder how i fair.. hmmm...

school has been going on smoothly for me but im not moving so smoothly i guess? nvm, whatever it is, lets just forget the past and move on with life. i mean, cmon, new school, new friends, might as well start fresh. besides, ive always wanted to leave that bloody sec sch since i was sec 3.

i wonder if anyone ever reads my blog.. hmmmmm.....

Wednesday, May 11, 2011 @ 3:35 PM

have been watching movies these days during class and have not been concentrating in class. so much for wanting to concentrate in class. i dont even understand anything they are teaching me for gods sake and im just afraid that when exams are nearing, i will be dead meat like how i was like when o levels were nearing. so panicking please. anyways, my classmates, duan yi, songwei, hazel and charmaine had a surprise for me. so unexpected luh. like suddenly in class light up candles and all. like secondary school sia, but i nvr really had that during sec sch though. i was damn shy luh please. but it was indeed sweet and thoughtful of them. thanks guys =D alright till here only. i shall continue watching Aminityveille Horror. nice story about a haunted house. must watch! =D

Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 10:53 PM

im feeling damn sian now. i really dont know why. haha, looks like tagboard is dead too. okae, im gonna change my blogsong and make it to a faster beat. for now, i shall listen to lagu2 melayu. nites

Monday, May 2, 2011 @ 7:54 PM

i shall try my best to keep my blog alive even though its like drowning and outdated now. but its alright. sch has just started like 2 weeks ago. so far so good. was kinda alright, made some new friends and they awesome. slowly getting to know some of my classmates better too. still trying to navigate the school but hey, im improving. however, i still dont like they way they teach there. you cant understand anything they teach you. its like they are talking to themselves. oh well, i guess i must get use to the way they teach there. and im soo gonna take floorball as a cca!