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CHICAGO THE MUSICAL
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ESPLANADE THEATRE

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Suddenly, I feel like going Jamming again. just rocking hard on the guitar as i shred it and at shreds the layer of confusion in me. the bass, giving me the foundations and beats for the drums. the drums, to just imagine flying ur hands all over and giving all your best, releasing all anger in me. And listen to the lead singer perfecting the whole music, with the back up singer/s voice adding the final touches to the music, soothing the whole music. darn, i just need to go there manz... nt feeling well lately though. easily feel tired. maybe coz too much activities. cmon Amiir, O lvls is still there. i must still run. i cant just stop, with every step, i know its coming closer. once im done with it, im done with this long race... i've got to hang on... there is no giving up anymore...



Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
Losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
The silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown

And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
And the reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
Love gone for so long

This day's ending is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But I know
All I know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But I know
All I know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer all
Yes his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died, tomorrows bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
Pieces - Sum 41

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it


I don't believe it makes me real

I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me

I meant all the things I said.



If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own.



This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

Sometimes it's so crazy

That nothing can save me,

But it's the only thing that I have.



If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own.



On my own.



Ahh!



I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

It's hard to believe me

It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along.



If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own.
i dont feel too good. im falling ill.. morning had soccer training at NTU. i nearly passed out. the weather, wah, really buitahan. damn hot. so yeah. after that went to eat at ananas cafe. haha! we terrorised the shop sia! i mean like, we nearly filled up  the shop and there is no more space. so we decided to tapau then go eat somewhere else. went to the underpass near the entrance to centris residences. then we camp there and ate there=) after that met syaza, and brought her near my area to see terrapin. went home, straight away sleep. now im just awake with this strong headache.. darn,...
wad shall i update today? hmm... school was rather boring today. i confirm will fail my vectors test badly. i dont even know how to do. haiz.. see luh.. too much sleeping in class and here is the result. oh well.. i just went for a haircut! i think, it is slightly better than before i went to cut it. we'll see about it tmr then. im very tired and bored.. bby doesnt seem to be reply my msges... oh well...
well, nothing much to do today. finally got my desktop back from repair. its so darn fast now luh!!! lg into windows 10 seconds all apps load up-including MSN^^ fast right??=) hehe! nothing much to do. have been using com and sleep and eating and blah blah blah... wait! tmr school starts at 9am!!! late day!!! woohoo!! more time to sleep!!! i dont know wad else to type alrd. so till next time!
this is wad i received from my facebook account wall..

He is extremely a great good friend (:
That is why he's my bestfriend !
Though we have our differences,
seeing things in a different perspective and
has got to learn how to accept each other in any and every ways,
i still treasure him a lot. Someone who is understanding,
and someone who would be there at the time when you
ar...e crying bitterly or, when it's running late, and there's
some pains waiting for you, he was there to hold and assure
things will be okay. the one who will just accompany and
sacrifice for his loved one. Thanks bestie for everything (:

-Haziqah

 

hehe. i dont know wad has gotten into her that made her turn so sweet! thanks for being there for me even though i was really having tough times! thanks for being such a great friend! and thanks for attending todays celebration!!!=)


okae, today had school. was rather ok, quite fun in the later part. morning need to be in school at 8am for Westwood Secondary 10th anniversary celebrations. show started at 8.30am with the band, LnC club, guzheng ensemble and choir performing. had a 30 min braek before proceeding with awards ceremony which was totally boring and so out of place. after that, its carnival time!!! carnival was quite a blast for me! its the first time in my 4 years in westwood that we have a carnival as a whole school. everywhere i went was crowded and all! the spirit was really there, i could say. went around and walked every to every stall. waited for bestie to come and went rounding the whole school with her. i be her tourguide! haha! was fun luh overall. not so bad. went to haunted house with bestie and she is really damn freaked out luh! i dont know wads so scary about it, but yeah! haah!!! then went to play some other games just to finish up my coupuns. brought for love something. i hope she likes it!!! hehe, next time, i write my name, then we exchange kays?? hehe!! went to lepak with bestie to catch up with her, and went home after that. was really a tiring day today! oh, love is not replying... is she asleep already?? she must be very tired i guess? sleep well love!!


andddd thank you syaza for being such a wonderful friend^^ thanks for helping me soo much=)
anddd also fardiana for being an awesome friend!!!
Hey Soul Sister Cover.


face it man. the world sucks. today alrd, had a damn urgh day in school.. was caught by teachers asking me why my results are plunging, and why do i look so down now. and i just dont know how to answer. today was rather gloomy i guess? well, i dont know... sometimes, i just feel, wad if i were'nt in the world anymore, let say, tmr or something? would anyone even bother? would anyone even care?? im depressed. im stressed out.. im mentally tired... some, just save me from this misery... i just cant go on anymore...

i dont understand why are u doing this to me. if you hate me, or dont love me anymore, please, just say it... i rather know the truth than you hiding away from me. why suddenly are you doing this to me? have i done any sins to you? if you like it so much that things are this way, you should have told me.if u think, im unimportant, just tell me...if im such a burden, yes, tell me... i dont even know, who am i to you now.. why do i always have to fight a losing fight, and in the end, lose? it seems,you dont even care anymore... all you did was, just ignore me, leaving me no explaination... maybe you are suffering, yes, but you fell into your own trap girl. its not me who set this all up... all i want now is an explaination for all this. after that, if you hate me, go ahead. hate me for as long as you want. as long as you're happy, then im fine with it... bye


bby.. give me a chance to prove myself to you. im just an imperfect person in this world. i wont do this kind of things to the person i really love. and that person is none other than you, Diyanah... i did not intend to do all this to you... i know its a rough ride, but we can go through this together kay? there are good times and bad times. with bad times, we have good times as a reward... most likely, i'll find u tmr to talk to you. if not by tmr, latest my next week... look out for me kay dear?? i love you...

let me take your breath away
why... why do you do this? why are you suddenly, avoiding me, hiding from me? have i done any wrong? if yes, please, come speak to me... if you suffer in silence, then so do I... sometimes, like now, i just feel that the world sees me as invisible, as if, i nvr existed, even if im beside. i dont know, but maybe im seeing this from a shallow angle..i dont know. its up to you now.. i have no power to do anything. coz its entirely up to u if u want to continue ignoring me, letting me suffer in silence... sighs...

i love you bby.. and when i say so, i really really mean it...
I dont have much to blog about today. im just bored out at home. not  feeling quite myself today. i dont know why.. maybe because i didnt get to see baby in the morning... oh well, tmr i think im going to see her again. even if it means awkward silence then, just go ahead. at the least i get to see her and know she is okae=) i should stop doing things that arent right and may cause hurt to myself, and wad more to others. i dont know if she wants to see me first thing in the morning but i do... its makes my day started, at least... sighs... hopefully bby wont act so negatively towards me tmr... just hope for the best i guess?

physics test today was a disaster? not so much of dont know how to do, but, forgot how to do. there's a difference there! and i nearly burned my hand during chemistry lab lessons. had to test for oxygen gas for QA. then must add i forgot wad chloride or somethings with magenese oxide. guess wad, i add, then the thing aft 1 sec, flowed all the way till the top of the test tube. and it suddenly gets warm and smoke seen on the testtube. luckily i did not freak out. if not, would have spilled on someone else. and yea, the thing overflowed the testtube, nearly reaching my hand. thank god it didnt... so yeah. tmr after school gonna wait for Amalina and teach her POA! hopefully its something i know. and yeah, hopefully bby will come and talk to me tmr..

i love you sweetheart
today school was very boring. i dont know why, but there are many tests lined up for us. first was maths test! for the first time in my history of secondary school, i managed to do the test and understand how to do!!! but did not complete the paper since there was not enough time to do so. i think i'll at least pass the paper=) next was english test. paper 2 i thnk? the one which we have to do comprehension and summary. had to sit through the full paper which was like 1hr40min? i completed the paper and still had like 30 mins to spare. so decided to go t sleep. after sch had nothing to do, so i decided to just go home. and you knew it, i went to bed after reaching home. what a pathetic life i have...

Looking back, things are way way different from it is now. i dont wish to elaborate much... but, things are way harder now. maybe thats wad u felt about me in the past. i really dont know... maybe its right, wad goes around does comes around... well, i have dont up a new song. hope you guys will like it. will post it up soon

and to dearest bestfriend,
im really sorry that i couldnt attend to your special day today. so, happy beloved birthday... im really sorry...


today was alright. nothing special. i dont know why, but i feel so, empty. i wanna try to life live quietly now, with no one there, just you and me. i love you sweetheart.

wait, im at lost. what should i do now? why does the world seemed not to react along with me? i feel so, empty? i dont know how to describe it, but its like, ppl dont react to me. oh, and i just found out new haters for me. i nvr even talked to them before, and they hate me. isnt that great ppl! i have some infrared that cause ppl to hate me without even talking to me!!! wow! cool aint it??

off to bed now then. hope something better awaits me tmr. goodnight everyone!=)
lets begin today's agenda! had soccer training in the morning at 11am. was late so did some punishments. overall, first training was fun even though not many members turn up during the training. mostly did shooting practises today. all of our shooting are teruk alrd sia! my younger brother's shooting is more better than mine alrd! die! must work on it alrd. training. ended with a match. 5 a side. i somehow sprained my ankle badly. coz i so smart, rush the to keeper. then he go clear the ball, i was so darn close to him, and the impact was, wow. so yeah. will be out for a week i guess? but dont worry! i will quickly recover! ill be back in the game manz! i have nothing much to say. have to assemble new bed. so yeah! take care!!i love you!
the condition im in now is a total wreck. i feel so much at lost, so shitty, so vulnerable. why does ppl wanna shatter another ppl's heart? wads the motive actually? does it make u feel so good, so powerful? i really dont get it. thanks for letting me suffer hopelessly in the sea, with no one helping me. at this rate, im gonna drown soon

i love you dee no matter what happens
wait, is my life upright, or is it upside down??

sorry for all the jealousy i built up. i still love you. no one else can change my heart
Firstly, a big thank you to bestie who been really really understanding and keep helping me out! without you, i wont be here now! thanks for all the encouragements and asking me to pursue on! Things are clearer for me now. its just a misunderstanding. from now on, i will do something if things are going wrong. im not gonna sit  back and relax and make things bigger and bigger till i dont know wad to do. i'll be disastrous later!

back to the main thing! so far, today's been an alright day. actually wanted to go to Fico play futsal after prayers but in the end, cancelled coz i lazy go Xp . so here i am now, sitting back at home, dont know wad to do... going out soon to cousin's kenduri! he sunat! HAHA!! alrights, i dont know wad else to type so ill end here!


i love you!!

Amiir Haamzah 12th May is the day. 15 this year and currently studying in Westwood Secondary. Likes to play soccer at free time and likes to rock out and go jamming with friends. Member of a band=)

Learning from Mistakes Is The Key To Being Strong

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