Catch Me

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 9:59 PM

why do you have to lie to me?
why do you treat me differently from others?
why does all this have to happen to me?
all along i thought i was strong
but no, i had been weak these few days
my life's in a total mess now
wad shld i do with it
i cant just throw it away..

i dont even know why i am typing this. do you know that all i ever wanted from you is your love, ur care? i have nothing more to ask from you. if thats so hard then... i dont know...ppl say i deserve more, but what more could i really ask for? i just wish that you would show how much you love me and treasure me like how im doing it to you...

Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 10:21 PM

I had a day full of shit. i wont elaborate much. nights

i just need you. but you are'nt near or far. i dont know where you are...

Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 1:41 PM

everything's so dull today! what shall i do?? im really really bored out to the core. which is like affecting me coz i dont wanna do anything at all now.. haizzzzzzzzz and tmr's sch..=(

Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 9:42 PM

I feel so dissapointed with myself. even though i ran hard and nearly passed out at the finishing line, i got 48th position in the school's cross country. my aim was top 20, but, i did not manage to clinch that position... im really dissapointed with myself... sighs... going home with you was fun! we go home together again some other time kays?? till next time then...

Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 12:18 PM

Going to School's cross country later at 1.45pm! BYE!!!

Ps: My legs are still aching=(

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 10:05 PM

Lets begin. today had lessons as usual. found it very hard to keep myself awake. and school was such a cold place to be in today. suddenly, its like freezing. Even without the air conditioner! wow! haa! so yeah. nothing much about today. after school wen to sheng siong with amirul, leon and keryn to get stuff for the athletics team like ribenna and power bars. then we bought our own stuffs like chocolate and all. hope mr ramesh doesnt know coz he gave us 50bucks to spend on it. but if he know also, dont care uh. i asked him, we keep the change ok? then he nvr say anything. so silent means consent! HAHA! okae, so yeah, need to wake up early tomorrow. need to be in school by 645am. very the early! nationals will be at Bedok reservoir! wish me luck people! good nites!!!

Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

Holidays have not even been a holiday at all. had to come back to school almost everyday!! wad sia!! okae, so todays agenda is as boring as normal. go to school, study and more studying till lessons end at 4.30pm. this week schedule is quite tight i guess? will be having 2 cross countries to attend, one Nationals Cross Country at Bedok Reservoir on Wednesday and the other is school's very own cross country at Chinese Garden. i dont even know wad to blog alrd... I miss adeq soo much... adq's fon just got confiscated... who shall i text seh?...:'(

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:28 PM

I dont feel like blogging. everythings dead. tagboard dead, blog dead. maybe i shld be dead next?

Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 11:29 AM

CRAP! soccer training today is cancelled!!! like wth!!! so last minute luh. was like going out alrd, then received msg saying only 6 ppl coming then cancelled! darn it sia!! wasting time only.! later decided to go gym and swimming at 12. anyone wanna follow??=)

Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 10:12 PM

today is just a bad day for everything. im done

Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 9:55 PM

Im just a human being with feelings. maybe a reason why im such in a miserable mood is my inability to control my feelings. i feel so numb now. it just feels like, i lost you, just like that. its like im seeing a sudden death... i dont know wad to know, im shocked, and i just feel so empty... im still trying to hold on, but how long i can i do this? how long can i last holding on?... thats a question that will be answered in time. maybe shafiqah is right. maybe im a guy, who is in deep danger, considering my personality and the way i respond to things. i think thats its quite true. im a guy, one who easily gets hurt. one who easily falls in love. one who easily, do now wad to do if something happened in my relationship. i discovered, that im just a weak guy, one who is challenged mentally and emotionally. i finally this part of my personality. i finally know, why i often get hurt. maybe all this aint suppose to mean anything, but it really means so much to me, so much so that i have to be careful with my decisions and actions already. i mustnt give too much of myself to someone, coz the more closer i am to someone, the easier the someone to stab my heart directly. maybe bestfriends are an exception, but this is a decision, a crucial one, that i have to make. i have no idea if it will turn out alright in the end or anything... i have never been in this situation before... but by makin this decision, i think it will change how i treat ppl, and how the near future would be...

~~I Need You...~~
~~But You Aren't Here For Me..~~

Sunday, March 7, 2010 @ 8:55 PM

today's kinda tiring. went out almost the whole day today. first went to JP, then to woodlands, geylang etc... finally i bought a new wallet=) well, nothing much to elaborate on today. yesterday was ok also. went to rong fan's house for acoustic. bt instead, went there and play his xbox360! play WWE! HAH! i got owed like hell! seriously! haha! played some songs then we went off. yazid followed me home, not really till my doorstep, but yea. we walked from gek poh all the way to my house there-wow!- on the way, had a good talk and catching up. well, at least im kinda updated now=) and i know certain things i shld know too!!! HAHA!!! so yea. nothing much to write now...

i cant sleep properly nowadays. i miss you too much. you came into my dreams. how i wish, that dream would turn out to be reality, where i can be with you over again. you're still angry at me. i dont know how long i can last... its my fault... im sorry... ~~i love you~~...

Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 12:23 PM

Im sorry for what ive done...

sch was awesome yesterday! not so in the first part of the day coz was really boring i slept in class. watched debates in the evening from 6 till around 8.45pm? saw one of the most awesome school, raffles girls school, losing to st patricks school! and congratulations to haziqah and hua yi sec for winning the debates!! our school lost to Fuhua sec i think? HAH! wad to do! after debate hang out with haziqah till around 1030pm? then went home and slept. today have jamming, but im not sure if its really jamming or changed to acoustic session. haiyoo.. all last minute cannot come. anyhow only...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 6:34 PM

i Didnt Meant Those Words
Im Sorry

I want you back
I dont wanna leave you
How i wish i can take back those words...
Im sorry for being too harsh and hard
Please dont leave me

Simply,
I Love You...