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Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 3:52 PM i have not thought up of new year's resolution. well, actually i do, but i lazy to type it out. maybe tmr yeah? Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 9:12 PM Hello, biq fans of Amiir ( ! ) *smilewidewide* Natasha here to update for ths lazybum owner. Dasar pemalas betol. Ish, ish. Eh, eh. Click on my picture to enlarqe it. So tht you cn see the effects in the picture. Im actually blowinq the bubbles thn my sister took a picture of me without me realisinq. Cool ryte the photo? Hee. For more photos, come and take a look at my bloq *winks* Who knws i will take ths kind of photos aqain and post on my bloq. Riqht, riqht? Dnt come to ths bloq anymore laa. Soo borinq. Go my bloq better. Hahahhaa! Okey, i should stop spoutinq nonsense aqain laa. Lauqh Out Loud. To Amiir ; qood luck next year. New year, new resolutions, new friends *smile* Got new friends also cnnt forqet me uh. Im your best chica, you knw. *wink* LOL, okey okey. I THINK i should STOP here. I scared i will write nonsense on his bloq. People bloq hve to respect mahh. If my bloq, different laa. His bloq, his say. Riqht Amiir? You shld thank me for updatinq your bloq, you knw. I soo qood help you update. Thanks me for beinq soo hardworkinq also laa okey? Hahahha! I kept sayinq tht i will stop writinq alr. But i still keep on writtinq. Write nonsense smemore. Natasha, Natasha. Ish! Eh, readers of Amiir's bloq, if you read ths bloq and you wonder wht is my bloq link. Just qo under his Links and find my name *smile* Wth Love, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 4:19 PM Had a great day out yesterday. was slacking all the way at home when ziqah called me to lepak with her and firdaus at around 4pm? went down with my guitar. meet them under ziqah block. then played 2 songs before heading off to yazid's house. reach his house, they played monopoly while i sat there and played guitar only. teach firdaus abit of guitar. he got it quite fast=) he learn so far 3 chords alrd, which is, G, Em and C. wah, one more chord and he will be singing to a few songs alrd! okae, after getting bored of playing monopoly since ziqah keep going to jail, we played cards. since ziqah dont know how to play, she is in charge of the forfeit, meaning who loses at every round will be given a forfeit. all of them are seriously very weird sia! my forfeit was like quite bad. had to ewar make up, then lost again, had to wear lipstick! OMG!!!! quite bad alrd! but the worse was firdaus. the master or cards seemed to lose the last round, in which, the forfeit was very bad, which was full make up. we even took a video of it and he seriously looked like a girl! really! after that, went to wash up. ziqah parents called and invited us to go ECP with them. so we decided to follow luh. bathed at yazid's house and borrow some of his clothes. thanks yazid! then we are set to go. firdause decided not to follow since he had to take his bike, but in the end, still have to sit at the workshop for another 1 week. kesian! we drove through orchard and saw the lights there. like hari raya only.. hah! then headed to ECP. slack2 there then went to the water breakthrough or wadever it is called. we jiwang2 there for awhile. then after that, we on some loud music and we started to dance like nobody's business! haha!!! after a while went to play with the water there. quite deep luh. then went back and rest. zira was there. tried talking to her, but she said everything was okae. hmm... journey back was rather sleepy. cant remember much. reach home, sneak into the house, got changed and im off to bed alrd. today, i dont know wad to do. tmr maybe will be going to WCP with zira and yazid. hope things go as per normal ... Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 4:08 PM im tired out alrd. last night conferenced with yazid, haziqah and firdaus. slept at 4am. before that, went out at 3pm after friday prayers to johor and buy stuff. i dont know wad else to update here alrd. just for the sake of blogging, im doing it. too many things are happening alrd. wow! Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 2:49 PM i dont know wad i should be doing today. had some really shocking news in the morning just now. oh no.. mcm mana ?! haiz. okae skip skip. talked to zirah last night about everything. finally, she admitted and stuff. well, i really hope she would change. hmm, wad else there is to write... oh yeah, sorry guys about yesterday. really cant go out. really really sorry. wanted to be there with u guys, but i cant. so yeah... Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 3:12 PM quite some time since i blogged. well, nothing much happen luh. yesterday, went to meet ziqa coz of some ' emergency ' things she got to attend to. ish. rabaks. in the end, she treat me choco frapple! hehe! thanks soo much!!! then after that, she went of him one of her friends and left me and yazid alone. went to yazid house, watched, the haunting. aft 30 mins or so from watching the movie, ziqah came, looking rather panic. find out, she cannt tahan, needa use the toilet. haha! then i still can waste time to turn on the main water at the toilet. haha!! then ate dinner while watchin the movie. quite fun luh. around 9.30pm, went home. sent ziqah back then i walked home. had sleepless night. then woke up at 5.30am to go sch for sec 1 registration. fetch ziqa from her house, then walked to interchange together. went to sch. everyone like kind of give me the one kind look sia. find out at last why when i got kicked out of sch, because of my 'long' hair. wah sian luh. go sch, in the end, go home again. went to makan at mac with terence who also got kicked out. then reached home around 8am. slept all the way till i think 1pm? im sleepy sia. now im bored out. nothing to do. maybe going to changi airport later to teman yzid and ziqa again. dont feel like going, but.. oh well... Let's Get The Part Started!
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 3:17 PM currently blasting the music at my com. im totally bored man! ajak me kluar please, somebody!!! yesterday went to see new house. was a horrible sight to behold coz everything was trashed due to renovation. parents go and hack down the whole house. see the tiles for room and all. was quite nice! then headed to kaki bukit. dad went to see car. okae luh. not bad. dad wanna change car! aiyo! leceh! haha! then went to geylang, makan till very full. then walk2 abit. went home. rest awhile, then went out again to yazid's aunt house. meet ziqa and mira there. they helped me do abit of homework. then ziqa rushed off because of_____.. then went to JP to accompany mira to buy her bag. in then end never buy bag. waste energy only. went home and read the book yazid borrowed me. manz. so bored nowadays. school is in 2 weeks time and im still not in the mood. how how?! Happy Birthday Kak Ayu!!!
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:36 PM Im really really tired for the first time in this holidays. woke up at 10.30am, bathed, eat breakfast, then went back to sleep till 1pm! woah! really really tired sia. had a day out with Haziqah and Yazid yesterday. went to kak ayu house for her 18th birthday party! woah woah! dier dah 18 luh seh! jgn sombong tau kalau dah tua! went with ziqah only at first coz yazid had to go and cut his hair with his aunt. oh, btw, congrats to Ziqah and Ammirah for getting into sec 5! korang next year my studymates alrd luh seh! then kite graduate sama2 kay? hehe. reached ayu's house at around 4.40pm there? at first malu2 luh then after awhile okae alrd. at least not so bad coz some of them quite friendly. made friends with ayu's floorball teammate named Chester or Lester or something luh. haha! his hair nice! hahhahah!!! okae, makan was nice. ziqah malu2 nk ambik makan so i had to teman her here and there! like im her maid like that! after maghrib, had doa selamat. after that cut cake and eat cake again. oh i forgot to mention, at around 6pm, there was cake also! so i and ziqah ate two! the first one was seriously nicer. after doa selamat ended at around 7.30pm, yazid came. he buat ayu's house like rumah sendiri gitu. mcm takde aper2 jer. baring pat kerusi semue! hah! sardine nyer budak! then ziqah kept playing with small kids. ish, ziqah go teach them to bully me! tak baik seh!! she was really kecoh luh with the budak kecik. i sit beside her sampai affected jugak. nk tgk tv pun susah tol! haha, in the end, layan they all also luh. no choice. around 9.30, we left her house and bussed home. talk some stuff while on the way back. me and yzazid sent ziqah till her doorstep. then we went back down with mira and fiza to 7-eleven to get yazid stuff and sent them back to under their block. then we went home. reached home like 10.45pm i think? bathed then tgk cita Hantu Raya! haha!!! was okae luh the show. then slept. i dont know wad to do today. shld i sleep again or not? im so tired sia! i dont knw why... day out with haziqah and yazid was really fun. finally get to go out together again! go out again next time okae???
Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 5:25 PM goodbyes. all that i hear now. im done for... tmr will be kakak's birthday. i guess i might be going alone if Yazid and Ziqah wont be following me. i really hope that this would at least cheer me up. see how it goes tmr then...
Leave It As A Memory
@ 12:29 PM question posted to me: why should i pretend to be someone else when im not? my answer: just to impress people, to show that i can do things on my own without anyone's help. the thing is, there is no use pretending to be someone else when you are not. it only causes hurt to urself, and people around you. when you pretend to be someone else, people will not be able to see the real you, your true colours, the way you act. people wont be able to understand you. and when you start to show ur true self; your true colours, it is, a matter of fact that people will hate you for who you are. they will say things like, i thought you were this type of fella, but it turned out to be different. so in the end, you feel hurt, empty inside. by doing something stupid to what has happen also wont solve this. it only hurts yourself. hurting yourself wont benefit you. instead, it leaves a scar, so hard to erase, and you will be stuck with that memory. why then, do people want to imprison themselves in such a state? by doing that, you can change nothing. the only thing to do is, sit down, talk it all out, once happy, its settled. and wads all this point of fighting over silly things. just shows that, you both aren't friends. it just proves that. wad your benefit from fighting? all you get is a loss. why? u lose a friend. its your lost, not you gain. so wad if, u have a few left? and at a verge of losing a friend which u really dont wanna lose. will you then, from there on, learn your mistakes, then say to yourself, oh shit, i shldnt have done this in the past. or maybe, just sit there and blame everyone for it, when it was your wrong and you know it? maybe it wasnt you who started it, but think again. if you fight, means, there is something wrong with both of you. if one is unhappy with the another about certain issues, there is always an option of sitting together, talk it out. but why people dont want to do it? why does everyone just ignore this option? it was always there, waiting for someone to use it. suffering at the end of the year is a bad thing. maybe u can say, a new year, a new start. then wad about all those beautiful things you are gonna leave behind. throw it all away like that? if u are gonna do that, then wad kind of person are you? think about it. im done here...
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 11:27 PM Just came back from yazid house. was seriously fun. watched movie and all. then ate at his house. gerek!!! next time, we all come together watch again okae? yazid's cousin was not bad luh. i think dia malu2 sikit but i think he is okae=) maybe could get along well with him? see how bout that yea? well, i dont know wads up with my friends nowadays. asyik2 gaduh. mcm bdak2 kecik seh. satu tuduh nie, satu tuduh sana. haiz... grow up luh. perangai mcm gini siapa suka seh? korang dah kawan baik, then psl bende kecik korang besar2kan pastu in the end gaduh. i seriously dont get it. if u guys are called bestfriends, then look at me and Yazid. we have been best friends since 3 years and we have been through ups and downs. yes, sometimes we fight because of stupid things, but we move on, forgive and forget. i just dont get it asal u all cannot understand each other. like seriously seh. everytime u 2 start ur merepekness or wadever, i suffer. if i defend one side, the other ckp like this and vice versa. if buat bodo, aper nk jadi pat korang i dont know alrd. but seriously, why do i feel like im trying to save both of ur friendships when i myself is not sorted out? seriously luh, both of u shld sit down together, talk this out and settle it once and for all. i guess i said too much on this part alrd so i shall stop and not go on. no offence to anyone maybe wad yazid said might be true? haiz. why does everyone treat me like that. i mean not everyone, but ppl whom i love doesnt seem to spend time with me? well, thinking about it, its kinda true. i keep 'chasing' ppl to spend time with me. dah luh. before i shit talk here and hurt anyone, i better shut up and go to sleep
@ 3:10 PM Bored out at home. yesterday did nothing much during the day. just sleep and more sleep. went to see my new house in the evening. then went home, slept again. today, nothing much to do also. went to school with seri just now to get my school books and it was quite heavy. went home, and nothing to do, so use the computer again. feel like i wanna sleep and never wake up. its peaceful sleeping in this cold whether=) Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 8:00 PM HELLO BESTFRIEND(: How baek i am to help you post. Must be honour taw bcos i help you update. Lagipun,im the Unlike Yazid,he only IP in your blog. muahahaha ( evil laugh ) Amiir, Xmas later,i want a christmas present. Must give me laptop okay ? Green colour. I want the moooost latest one. Thankyou in advance(: Amiir, You must teach me POA every week. If i fail,you must pay me $$ .. Opss.. oh yaaahh.. Amiir moving out soon. Tkper. we still lepak together together. Thn,go lepak with ur bandmand ! Geeeeeereeeeeeek !
My Heart And Soul
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 9:37 PM Oh, yea. the title of our first original, My Heart And Soul. This song is about a guy, trying to confess his love to a girl. and really, the lyrics is damn nice, all thanks to Yazid who wrote it. Music was done by me, RongFan and Aldrich. This Song is mainly sort of acoustic, mainly played by an acoustic guitar and piano. just to give it a twist, we decided to add in electric guitar parts and drums as well. so, the reason im so tired out today is have to spend the day with them to come out with and listen to the parts. seriously, i really wanna post up the song right now here, but i cant coz have not complete=( sad sad. so spent the day at rong fan house since he has a grand piano and guitars there. like some jamming place alrd! and his house is so like damn damn big sia! oake, after acoustic session supposed to go yazid house to eat Mee Hong Kong but parents called coz they forgot to bring key-_-". pathetic sia. so went home and had to open the door for them. in the end i cannot go out back! really wasted sia! i really wanna taste the Hong Kong Mee.. haizz... nvm nvm... next time luh... oh, sis text me. im invited to her bdae party!!! hmm... shld i ask love to follow me? but i scared she tk nk kluar with me...=(... nvm luh. till next time=) step it up
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 3:09 PM okae, im done with my old self, keep being down all the time. its time for a change=) sound like barrack obama alrd! haha! Okae, so now i need to do plenty of things, like update Zirah, Yazid, Love and my blog. woah! so many! kene bully seh! but nvm. at least got something to do. rather than stare at the screen. so yesterday was nothing much, except for when i went out with family, dad's car type pancit! wth rite? haha! today is nothing much also! so fast and its alrd half of december. and guess wad, almost all my hwk all not done. im gonna get the chop i guess? oh, im moving out soon also i guess? end of december. which means, new year=new house! and i get to design my own room and all. not bad eh? haha! so yea, nothing much to say alrd. love went to malaysia and would be back next week. omg! thats so long!!! i'll miss you love! anyways, my tagboard seems sort of dead...
11th December 2009 Friday; Use Me As You Will, Then Trash Me Like How You WIll
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 8:24 PM today's been a long day. many things happen in just today and i just cant cope. found out, my best friend, even him, kutuk2 me behind my back. and who else can i turn to when im in trouble? if yazid and zirah is busy, then im on my own alrd... how much more misery can i be given? how much more pain can i bear? if u think im just some other ordinary guy out then, its fine to me. i dont care nor i dont mind wad others think of me. whY shld i care, when no one cares about me in the first place? i just dont belong to anyone's heart. at least once, all of u readers there had the experience of being in love with someone and someone really cares bout you. but me, haha! its the same routine that keeps happening to me. girls like me, after sekejap dah boring, okae bye bye. and suck irony is that, they all use tHe same sentence/ phrase. am i that good? im not any perfect guy. i have my own mistakes. i dont want ppl to suffer like me, thats why i always want to bring out the best in someone. but is this wad i shld get in return? ppl backstab me, ppl make fun of me, ppl busturd me. okae, fine, i can take it. but wad if i cannot contain anymore of this? have u all ever think, wad is it like, when ur kawan, or best friend or wadever, make fun of you in public infront of many ppl? do you knw wad it feels like? but wad i do? all i do is, let them continue making fun of me, and i have to pretend that, im not the person who they are talking about. ever wonder, how much does it take to control that feeling of scolding them and make them shut the fuck up? ever wondered bout that? so i guess, todays just a bad day for me, 11th December 2009, Friday... To BestFriend Hazirah, Im really sorry kalau i was angry and keep marah2 just now. i cannot take it anymore alrd. im sorry psl i made u takut semue. i really am. forgive me yea?
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 9:01 PM just reach home. today was a long day. went out at 11.15am to yazid's house. helped him composed a song and it turned out to be a great song with good beats. then meet zira and made our way to Chinese Garden jamming studios. was really hoping love would come but she got grounded=( anyways, played drums for the whole session of 2 hours jamming for the first time, and i swear, its very very tiring! wasnt so good at playing coz still no used to it. besides, im not a drummer, but a bassist. went to IMM after jam. ate a long john while Yazid sent zira back home as she is sick. take care okae? then we headed to the Sky Garden where we have acoustic session there and introduce the song we did earlier in the morning. was kinda nice after abit of modifications here and there. around 6pm, left the place. ziqa keep msging us to meet her but we did not know she was sort off in trouble. sorry ziqa. shld have told us its an emergency. reached back JP at around 7pm. went to yazid house to take my jeans and ate dinner there as well. we were so tired that yazid fell asleep. supposed to meet ziqa at 8 coz if something important. but he managed to get like 15mins sleep? haha! i down there tahan all the way only. now at home alrd. im so damn tired and sleepy. yet, have the energy to online for a short while. im getting a fever soon i guess? i feel so sick alrd. niwaez, love doesnt seem to reply to my msges. is her phone confiscated or what? haizz... urh! this fever is killing me alrd!!! Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 3:38 PM okae, i might be dead soon coz i trick hazirah today! haha! nvm about that. okae, so today is another boring day. just received news that drummer cannot make it for jamming this wednesday and i have to take over?! wth?! and i still so noob sia! i have to learn face down, and 1 vid i found at youtube while learn. u gotta watch this. its insane seriously yes people! tats the song that i have to learn! insane and wth?! and for me?! OMG! im dead! who can teach me drum!! please!!! i need to learn this song by wednesday!! help help!!! Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 1:10 PM Holidays are seriously damn damn boring! okae, lets start with friday. went to teach zirah some maths stuff, then lepak with ziqa at mac gekpoh. but i went home early coz wasnt feeling well and i dont know why im so tired. went home and cant even sleep. wth... oake, yesterday, nothing much. just sleep at home and did nothing at all. planning to do homework soon alrd. today it think im going out with parents. sorry yazid if i cannot attend the doa selamat at your house today. really sorry... this past few days been sleeping very late at night. i dont know why. morning wake up, will have stomach ache till like afternoon. something is wrong with me. like seriously... i miss you stalker!!! (L) I Love You Too=) Love The Truth Vids And Photos
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She's Mine and I'm Her's!
@ 1:07 PM extremely tired now. yesterday went to jamming and had a hell loads of time. we became monkey for the day there i guess? videos are still being uploaded so yea. played a total of 6 or 7 songs? photos are at facebook and the fan page which is still under construction i think? so yea. went home around 6 and reach at 7? ate dinner and sleep at 8.30pm all the way to 11am! and im still tired... somehow woke up in the middle of the night because cant sleep. damn. still planty of homework to do. mum's angry coz i havent even started on any of them! woah! and facebook givin me hell loads of trouble. something's up with the uploading of pictures. keeps being unsucessful! wth!... niwaez, i really miss Natasha! bila mau tak hiatus lagi? lama sehh... susah seh nk tido malam2! tell me when ur back okae?
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 @ 11:24 AM Sorry for messing up with your life. i really dun meant it at all. I hope you will forgive me and accept my apologise. Takecare. ; SNHZRH
A Look Back, A Step Forward
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 12:45 PM Past, It Will Always Last He looks up to the sky Just to see the birds fly He feels he should be there To be there is all he cared Ascending up, he looks down Below him, he saw a town A town of Misery And full of History He glanced below And it was not a sight to behold He realised he was looking at his past Something that he thought that would never last Now he knows, he cant escape from it The way out is to get it rid But stuck between two choices Correct it, or leave it behind and toil... Bored and nothing to do so waste my time cracking my brain to do this poem. well, idk, but somehow i find it meaningful. well, sort off luh, i guess? hmm, okae lets see, im gonna dedicate this to my stalker since she will be gone for im not sure how long... dont forget me tau!! okae? Currently nothing much to do now. Just sitting in front of them computer. Yesterday was a whole bad day but, it has passed. have to think ahead of wads happening next and prepare for it i guess? niwaez, u have changed alot since i got to know her. u were fine at first, but after sometime, u went off. haiz. sometimes people do childish things when there are not supposed to. well, i guess its human nature to do that. dont let ur feelings control you. you shld control ur feelings, not feelings take over you. You gotta reflect on yourself. Think about it again and just dont take it as it is over... Somehow im talking nonsense already. Better stop before i go on any longer. to someone who is taking a 'holiday', dont forget me aites? Anything, just contact me. I will try to be there to help you okae? Take care people! |
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