Catch Me

Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 3:02 PM

WOW! i found a new application! its called google desktop and the cool thing about it is that it is a sidebar beside my desktop and it is alrd loaded with a few blogs i have visited before! now, i dont need to type URL's out and see people's blog anymore! just can see it, direct from my desktop! lets see how this thing can go...

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Okae, something really caught me up here. i think you're writing bout me in your blog. well, you hated me so much in the past. and now you want me back? told you not to regret your decision in the past.. see, now you're struggling already. and there is nothing much i can do i guess?...

@ 12:27 PM

Had a bad night yesterday. dont ask me why. mixed feelings inside me now. a part of me is angry while a part of me is really sad. wad shall i do now? why are my friends treating me like this when i helped them so much? trying to contact doesnt even work anymore. i dont see the point if we fight. just because of our own friends we stop talking to each other? wake up, ur in secondary sch now... and u have to wake up and move on coz there is no point staying the past anymore. u have a great guy, so why me? now i have a hard time trying to sort things out alrd. i dont even know who am i to u anymore... haizz... suddenly u are giving this cold shoulder to me and i really dont understand it. i really hope u wake up and start looking forward instead of the past coz u cant relieve the past. its just memories...

yesterday went to cousin's house. well, actually did nothing luh, just slack2 while my makcik tolong2 masak coz she's learning to cook! haha!! so yea. ate sambal goreng, ayam sambal belacan and stuff! very very spicy! like seriously. then went to pakcik's house at CCK for kenduri again coz anak dier nk sunat hari ni! haha! so before sunat, kene enjoy dulu luh nie! after that went back to cousin's house at jurong and ate kuih and all. nothing much luh. my cousins still like wtf, keep disturbing me say i like this girl i like that girl! wth sia! hmm... today nothing much. just a cold day ahead. oh well, i guess i have to go on the day on my own. my pp8's low and yea... dont feel like topping up, but i will for the sake of someone. sorry that i cant msg u for now. i will once i get it loaded yea? until next time, take care...

Oh, btw, thanks Natasha for doing up my blog for me! thanks sooo much!!

Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 6:18 PM

First of all, selamat hari raya aidiladha kepada semua umat islam

yesterday was fun. had to wake up early in the morning to go for solat aidiladha. after that, in the afternoon need to go mosque for solat jumaat. masjid was damn packed!!! like really2 no space! ok, went home and rest before going to my pakcik's house. his son just sunat and ada doa selamat. but instead of doing it at his house, he did it downstairs at the bbq pit! so yea, yesterday had bbq till 10pm i guess? quite good luh coz my cousins all turun and have like so called gathering at there. today is kinda boring i guess? nothing to do. besides, its cold. so i went to sleep. then i woke up to know that my family is gone! wth?! kluar tak ajak me or kejut me!!! hmm... nvm.. now im damn hungry.. time to search for food...

Passing By Days Of Tomorrow

Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 3:03 PM

im bored out! there is nothing to do! when there is no holidays, we yearn for one. when one comes along, we are so bored out. i still have not started on my Holiday Assignments.. Ops! there is soo much that the teacher gave that i dont think i can finish it! Using computer has also been boring alrd! online and no one chats with me. blogger, just nothing much to do. Facebook, the games are starting to bore me. and my com idk why, cant play online games anymore! wth!-_- so yea. Saturday gonna have Acoustic Session with bandmates. hope it goes on well...

come back from Hiatus already! I Miss You!!!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 5:48 PM

hmm... wad shall i post today?.. ok lets see... had school in the morning. CCA actually. for games, we got the whole parade square to us so we played captain ball for like 30 mins? wah, pancit sia! buitahan!! CCA was okae. finally, i get a break! no more sch till next year. but oh darn, next year's o lvl alrd and i havent prepare for it yet.! today can be described as a boring day bcoz there is just nothing to do at home. and im so damn bored. wanna go out, but wanna go out with who? sad sad..

maybe going to balik kampung this hari raya haji. can chase chickens again!

why am i suddenly receiving cold shoulders from everyone?...

Down And Out

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 8:50 PM

My life's a mess now. maybe i shldnt be living anymore. inside, i feel weak, i feel numb, i feel.... empty...wad i have done? where have i gone wrong? is my only thing here is to shatter people hearts and watch them suffer? i dont even understand myself, my actions affecting other. im not aware of my surroundings anymore. maybe its just that, im too busy helping others that im not helping myself. and i know, if i lose my friends, im on my own alrd. how do i expect to move on? how do i continue life then? i have to think of the possibilities alrd. coz i aint prepared for this kind of impact. i dont want to be the old me, rude, tk kisah about anything. but wad can i do to prevent all this? nothing. im powerless...

Hidupku Tidak bermakna

aku hanyaluh seorang ang binasakan hidup yg lain

aku tidak patut berkawan

dan aku tiada hak utk jatuh cinta...

first time doing thunder with the band. first time try and we recorded alrd. so sorry if it sounds un-right!

this song also first time play then we try record alrd so it sounds shitty! haha! so yea. we ain't pros ya know! and our singer, i dont think he can sing this song, too slow for him i guess? niwaez facedown coming up soon! that song he really sang very well!!! so have to wait

Reunion

Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 12:31 PM

yesterday's jemputan for hzqh' uncle's wedding was fun! finally get to see all of them again. went to yazid house first coz i following his parents. wow! he outfit was, erhem, not appropriate for the event seh! bermudas with plain t? wth?! and i was there wearing formal shirt. so borrowed him my pants and we wore blazer over his t. now, thats more like it. okae, so went interchange to board the bus. we board the bus alrd, then saw yazid's mum still at the ticketing counter. so we decided to just go there first and wait. after 30 mins of waiting at the bus stop, still no sign of them. tried calling but to no avail. then someone, her mum called from interchange asking where are we. so trained down all the way back to interchange to fetch them. waste time! raeched there around 4. when we reach, at the same time, the pengantin reach. when we first enter the place, everyone was like staring and looking at us seh?! wth?! so i decided to call haziqah and bring us inside. ate and watch the silat pengantin semue. quite best luh. i even recorded it. then blah blah. watch ziqa dance and all. then watch the silat group perform semue! overall was okae luh. not so bad. after that decided to lepak at study corner just beside the place. took ferrero roscer and drinks all and talk and chat there. then took plenty of pictures together. haha! and guess wad, they all look freakingly beautiful seh!! was really very very stunned. my first shock was when i see haziqah, next was seeing hazirah and they all! wow!! nvm, till here only i'll post. we all go jalan2 at one of the days keh? ziqa and ammirah treat us makan!

Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 12:10 PM

manz, bored today!! okae, cant wait to go to zira's uncle wedding today. hopefully get to see the whole of GH once again. hmm... maybe going out with yazid's parents there coz my parents can't come. ok, so better prepare and all first. thinking of wearing very formal today. well, see how it goes.=)

yesterday was alrite. went to WCP with Hanisah despite raining. well, actually after the rain stop luh. went to JP to get some stuffs first before going there. once there, found a place to sit down. and for the first time, i see WCP so empty! like seriously. well, talked plenty of stuffs luh. too much to mention. then went to play at the playground mcm small kid! haha. nothing better to do. she was afraid of height seh! and i have to force her to climb on the pyramid thingy! i was there jumping and disturbing her all along! haha!! kesian dier! around 5.30pm, head back home. reached home, bath then went out again! like directly after finish bathing go out! OMG! went to bukit batuk to darwin interior to design my room! cool!! like seriously! helped to design my brother's room too! put a platform and all there! cant wait for the results luh. now, i have to choose my wardrobe colour and there is so many colours and pattern to choose from! im considering taking 3D colour, those that from one angle look different, another angle and it will look different also! cool rite? well, house might be completed on February... still a long way to go, so yea. better make use of the time while im here! after tat, went to buy dinner at boonlay, the nasi lemak! power!! then went home.

really miss going out with Hanisah! lets go out again alrite? and now, im currently talking to Natasha Lim! haha! she like to stalk ppl seh!!! she even knows about the band im in, about the ppl i know and all!!! and best of all, she got this one kind attitude one! puji sikit terus kembang! melebih2 jer tau!!! but at least fun luh talking to her=)

Nothing Personal

Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 4:56 PM

OK, fine. ill start posting again. and to all those spammers who aint have a life, please go and get one. im not interested to entertain crap. ok so lets begin shall we?

yesterday marks the end of school for Sec 3 EXP. wow! like finally seh! the rest of the sch population all ended like 3 weeks ago? haha! so yea. next year is gonna be tough. have to rush through syllabus and complete it by June? wow... the pressure's alrd on! ok, today went to paya lebar with mr david and annie to return goods we took on consignment for the entrepuernership course like a month ago? went all the way to jalan kayu ave 1. its very near to bedok north secondary if im not mistaken. so yea. made a total profit of like $42? ok great. at least have profit=) After that mr david drove us to compass point at sengkang. ate there. tom yam sup was so damn delicious. he belanja us! so yea! and ive never been there b4 so decided to look around and see if anything's interesting. soon went back after eating lunch.

damn, holidays are gonna be boring for sure. when there is no holiday, we yearn for one. but when one comes, its so boring... niwaez, tmr going WCP with Hanisa! anyone wanna join??

Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 9:54 PM

been very very lazy to blog nowadays.. idk why... so i shall end here. btw thanks zira for changing for me my blogskin=)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 1:16 PM

Heeys peeps.
HZRH here(:

Helped Amiir to change his blogskin as well as updating for him.
He currently lazy to update his rotting blog.
so,im helping him out.

Amiir,If you dislike the new blogskin,inform me.
i change new one okay(:

Bye !
Continue tag his tagboard(: