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KEcoh Kecoh Raya!
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 3:00 PM JALAN RAYA DGN KAWAN KAWAN SEKOLAH!!! HEy hey!!! yesterday had hell loads of fun. let's begin from school. had free period all the way for the whole day! 1st lesson, history, idk where the teacher went, so for one hour talked talked. then maths, also nothing to do for 1 hours. then mother tongue, went hall to have a preview of the concert later. then after recess went to the hall and watch the hari raya concert. quite nice luh the concert. have dikir barat all. still waiting for the video to come out. okae. then after that went home, got changed and went to jalan raya! met up with yazid first. then waited for the rest at interchange. amirul reached at 3 when we are supposed to meet at 2.30pm. nvm. yazid, amirul, hareez, azhari and me made our way to jannah's house. and guess wad, we are the first to reach there! i though all the girls reach alrd seh! wth. nvm. ate there and waited for nearly 1 hour for this diva of ours to come! okae. so there was like 11 people currently now. Picture at Jannah's house 1st row from left-yazid,amirul,hareez 2nd row from left-khadijah,iffa,amirah,khairun,nadia,me,azhari Picture at Amirah's House Did not take alot as place is kinda cramped... CHEERS! okae, after that went to Iffa's house which is kinda near also. that was the most kecoh house i guess? i climbed on the railing on the lift just to take a picture of everyone cramped in the lift! like wth rite?! haha! then after that inside her house, took plenty of pictures. then there was another set of visitors of small kids who come. dah kecoh makin kecoh. we even asked them to take pictures for us. well, here are some of them. Photo At Iffa's House - Raya Rockers! Minta Maaf Pada Yg Tua! okae, after that went to hareez's house. time check it is 6.45pm at that time. reached hareez house just minutes before maghrib. then sholat there. they forced me to be imam coz they dont know how to do it! asam tol! yea, at 1st was like very nervous, coz everyone was looking at me and idk wad prayers to read. but at least it did went okae. then ate pasta which hareez mum cook and tasted cookies hareez baked himself! damn nice seh! okae, no pictures were taken here as the parents need to rush off to somewhere. next house was nurdiyanah's house. she did not join us earlier for idk wad reason. here is the best part seh! at first we talked about ghost, then next about dreams and to believe it or not. but i managed to save the next part which is syarahan about dunia akhirat by our uztaz, azahari. the first part was abit crap but towards the ending, it was pretty scary. everyone was like stoning there, their faces all mcm pucat, including me. here is the video. can also be found on my facebook account Syarahan uztaz azhari... budjet quality... after kene syarahan... okae, next went to cikgu rohayu's house! had to travel down all the way to taman jurong. the bus from iffa's house to boon lay interchange was conquered by us as there was no one inside! haha! upon reaching interchange, i, azahari and amirul ran to the nearest toilet bcoz we cannot tahan alrd! drank too much water. then waited with the rest at bus 30 to go to taman jurong. managed to take some photos inside the bus. here are some. Relax Nampak Bang Bus Jadi Kecoh! okae, so we finally reached taman jurong. well, our uztaz came out with this crazy idea of doing a music video, i we did one budjet one while on the way to rohayu's house. kekek seh. well, it is still processing, but can also be found at my facebook account. reached rohayu's house. then lepak and talk2. we all like damn tired alrd seh. left her house at 9.30pm like that? then we headed to CCK Picture at Rohayu's House dah penat luh... took bus to lakeside MRT station, then went to CCK. from there, bussed to amirul's house which is like 3 bus stops from CCK interchange. this is the scary part. it was like alrd. 10.20. took the lift to amirul's floor. suddenly... the lift jammed!!! WTF rite? was stuck i9n the lift for like 15 seconds? there was like a sudden nudge, then amirul face suddenly pucat. then he said, lift jam. then everyone was like kecoh alrd! then just about when we all took out our HP... the lift door open! selamat kite semue! haha! okae, amirul house did nothing much. just ate abit. then went off to mr faisal house near my house there. did not take any pictures. took 172 from amirul's house. reached mr faisal house at about 11.30pm like that seh! haha! he did not even mind. even though mr faisal house is small, it is damn modern seh! i mean seriously! lawar abes! then talked about stuff like concert and school. nothing much. all of us looked dead alrd. then at 12.10am, we left... walked home feeling tired, but exited! i cannot wait till next saturday when we go out again, to finish up the houses we have not went to! heee... reached home at around 12.30am. house was damn quiet. everyone was asleep. so i quietly went to bath and sleep... woke up at 1PM today!!! im so tired seh!!! nvm! okae, so maybe going out with parents later! byes!!! ALL PICTURES ARE HERE: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2033885&id=1513110554&l=b71c7ac042 Lelaki yg keluar... Dan Juga Yg Wanita
Lazy
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 10:32 PM Ayu here, help amiir to update his blog since his kinda a lil Hee.. Second day of raya.. (: It's been fun raya, but need to study as exams are around the corner.. Didnt get any time to study as spending time with family and schooling.. Tmrw DeepaRaya concert.. Wonder if the concert is fun or not.. Hmm.. As per usual in the morning went to school with Rohayu cussy.. Whenever i meet her at busstop, she reach, i ewis read the newspaper that she bought.. hehe.. Reach school.. It's RAINING!! best!! blablabla.. The English paper was hard.. i hope i could pass my paper.. :D Till here then.. Will update more.. :D Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfiri
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 12:08 PM Hey! nothing much to do... just wanna go and visit relatives house then one of my relatives called and said they are coming over. so yea... i like my this year baju seh!!! lawar kepe! it is mahagony complete with samping colour merah and this scarf thingy and songkok colour brown!!! baik per!!! haha! so far the most things i wear for any raya! hee... morning went to solat aidilfitri. during the khutbah, imam nangis seh! touching abes. he cried when he prayed to god and seek forgiveness. he also prayed that we (muslims) seek forgivessness for our 2 parents, nikmat tuhan dan kite semue kurang beribadah tapi kite dpt byk nikmat dari pada -NYA... haizz... really sedih luh... haizz.... okae nothing more to blog. off to entertain my cousin!!! until next time! minal aidin wal faidzin!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 11:59 PM To All Muslims: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin!
@ 4:43 PM Hey!! nothing much to write uup on today. so let's begin on yesterday. yesterday had a long walk around well, most of jurong with azahari and amirul. from school, we walked all the way to pioneer sec, then to jurong central, followed by pioneer mall, then to pioneer mrt station, to tuas and lastly jurong safra before we went back to school by bus at the interchange. tiring walk but at least fun coz ive never been to jurong safra b4. the place really looks like a hotel, seriously... then blah blah. somehow took the same bus as nasrul to JP after CCA. then after that saw haziqah! haha!!! wad co-incidence luh. went home and break fast. then after that went to meet GH bcoz they have not eaten their fiid and all. so yea, teman them jalan2 at JP then they eat. damn luh, shld have gone to terawih seh yesterday. it is the last one and i heard that the imam cried seh when reaching the 20 rakaat... so touching.... haizz... okae, today nothing much. parent busy cooking. confirm have ayam masak merah, sambal goreng, etc etc... sadly, this year no ketupat! wth seh!!! but nvm! okae... wanna check out wads going on in the kitchen! byes!!!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 10:40 PM Ahh... another boring day in school. had PE today and played soccer! i can faint on the spot seh. okae then had nothing much. this is the first time i see Mr david Chua so fierce during POA lesson seh! got 2 people fight in class seh! then he challenge the person to go out of the class now and pick a fight with someone. lucky it is near our dismissal time. phew... then went for CCA. in charge of games. blah blah... had tuition at 8 and yea. thats bout today. im pretty sleepy alrd. tmr is a late day!!! thanks for the sweet text msg!
Sleepy Day
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 10:24 PM felt like an zombie today. im so freaking tired... idk why seH! 1st thing went to school slept in class alrd. haiz... how am i gonna catch up if im always sleeping in class. i alrd have the chance to see myself retain this year and i really dont want that to happen at all! okae, lets skip school. met up with kak ayu and atiqah with rianie. went to JP to teman kak ayu do something at the bank. maybe put some money into my account? who knows??! then after that went to library for a while before meeting up with GH. had some heart to heart talk but sorry guys about me rushing you all... i really had to go. then on the way back saw haniss. hah! then went to see shahidah for the 1st time. sorry i didnt talk much. i was really not feeling good and so sleepy alrd. then after breakfast went to JP with kakak ayu to buy her stuffs. thanks for getting me the clipboard kakak! then brought 'tuesday' ice cream! haha!!! kurang asam ayu! cheat me! nvm, next time can cheat on my friends too!!! hee!!! so yea, now at home. the feeling of extreme fatigue is getting over me again.i guess i shld sleep soon... Labels: Nice Meeting You MR BIN!!! - YAZID!!!
Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 10:04 PM today kekek gyler seh!!! really!!! haha!!! okae, after school teman ayu to go top up her stuff. then followed yazid to lepak with haziqah. best arh got to talk to the so called 'founders' of GH. talked for quite some time before kena chased out of the library coz of sitting at one part of the library which is blocking the way...-_-... then went to JP, walked walked! best part was going in to John Little! Yazid was like trying all the boxers at the men section, then me and haziqah were there laughing and taking pictures. he even found this boxer or underwear, which only covers the guys part, then the rest is simply, string. no cover for the back!! hah!!! yazid shld get one coz he keep saying pantat as if he does'nt have one! the went to the baby's section where yazid and haziqah step mcm mak bapak seh, nk pilih baju utk anak dorang! siang nah dh prepare!!! then after that took pictures with yazid wearing Ben 10 bags and stuff like advertising!!! haha!!! went out then went to juying to fetch zira. she was late, the took bus back home. had seafood hor fun for break fast! was damn nice. then after that, went out to meet haziqah and yazid again! this time lepak at COC! since got some people take that place, we went to the one beside it! they talked about debate stuff, so i had to listen and bear with them for a while. then took some photos. went to playground and took MORE photos, this time more EXTREME!!! yazid has got this funny idea of taking photo with the dustbin. so we decided that yazid WENT INSIDE the dustbin and we took photos! seriously!!! kekek nk mampus! laughed till my cheeks pain seh! stomach also cramp!!! tak blh tahan!!! haha!! pictures all with haziqah! can go to the blog and take a look. her link is at the my links part at the side. ahh!! if all the days were like this.. i want more outings with the GH founders!!! much more fun!!! Eh, one more thing. esok ada ceramah utk semua org2 GH by uztat Amiir- ziqah yg spell ekh, baik per Uz TAT!- datang, jgn tak dtg! and ingat!!! puasa jgn yok yok! Labels: meeting you tmr... Muntah Per?
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:11 AM Pictures taken on 09 September 2009 Esplanade Concert pictures most of them with me coz idk why they dont wanna use their phone to take pictures... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okae, today's gonna be a boring day again! confirm nyer! later going out at 3pm to meet ammirah so she can teach me Chemistry. last nite terawih was okae yet so damn funny man. everyone there i was praying, then i was one of them who is at the back luh. then suddenly, this small kid just behind me muntah seh!!! kurang asam tol!!! nasib tak kene seh! i think kene my seluar abit luh. the funny part is, after he vomit, he move out luh, then afetr that he continued vomitting guess at where? someone's slipper seh!!!! KEKEK PER!!! i was down there tgh sembahyg sampai ketawa seh!!! beh org2 around me semue mcm giggle2... haha!!! so after 8 rakaat i left luh. then i took a look at the slipper, FUH!!! muntah bertakung pat situ!!! tak leh angkat seh!!! beh slipper mahal lak tuh, chappal tau!!! then still no one took the slipper so i guess the person is some pakcik who sembahyg 20 rakaat. my brother said it might be imam nyer slipper. kesian seh!!! confirm nk balik rumah kaki ayam!!! hahhah!!! today i wanna terawih tempat lain luh! nanti confirm satu tempat terawih bau semacam coz dia muntah pat sejadah yg carpet! tak leh angkat!!! 11 September - The day when the world trade centre falls...
Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 3:43 PM today we will commemorate the day when the world trade centre falls... haiz... i guess im gonna break into pieces soon enough... i cant take all this anymore. my surroundings, my feelings, why cant i control them anymore. i am always confident not to let my feelings get the better of me but it seemed that now it has... looks like im trapped in my own world now... people sometimes just hate me for who i am, i guess? why is it always like this? make use, or use me as a sort of replacement, then push me one side to suffer? is my decisions all wrong? maybe i should stop listening to my self for a while, bcoz all the decision i make will be wrong and wrong. it would nvr be right? well, at least abit, but not MOST of the time. i'm sick of it alrd. im sick of living in this world of hatred, this world of loneliness, this world of Un-caringness if there is such a word. guess i gotta get myself out of all this crap ive been through... i've always wanted more time to get myself out but i guess, time is killing me and hurting me further and further. i gotta stop... i nvr wanted it to end, but haizzz... well, maybe my new song will sort off explain my situation i guess? Wednesday. went to esplanade to watch concert. but before that went to peninsula with Imran, azahari, syafiq, atikah and rianie. took plenty of pictures but still have not uploaded yet. next time kays? went to peninsula to buy new guitar string and take a look at the electric guitars. im so gonna get the one that i and amirul tested. it was well, amazing and nice sound. price check, 350. looks like i gotta start saving. amirul alrd saved that much in like 5 months time? damn fast!! concert was okae, kinda sleepy. so thats bout it... Thursday. came late for CCA and got punished. nvm. nothing much luh. at nite went to terawih then slacked with GH for a while. long time since i've seen them! haziqah, jom nyanyi duet!!! Friday. came late for cca again. then had maths class. 1st time i did'nt get targetted by the teacher. went prayers and here i am now in front of the com. going out soon to meet GH and present my song. hope they like it =P Labels: It's killing me without you... 09/09/09 Nice Date?
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 1:39 PM hey! yesterday was kinda boring luh... went to JB with parents yesterday. 1st went to Serenggam to buy kuih raya. blah blah. went back to johor then break fast at pizza hut. after that brought my baju kurung. okae luh. quite nice. colour:mahagony! cool! then then blah blah. had my hair cut. wah, now really like durain seh! i asked the barber to cut spike then behind layered he go cut until like this!!! wth luh... today will be going to esplanade to watch our cca instructor perform! cool per! 2nd time going inside the theater! but before that planning to go jalan2 at town 1st! see ya!!! kakak... kenapa blh mcm gini? ape yg kakak sembunyi dari adeq... haizz Course At Republic Poly
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 12:28 PM 1stly, yesterday went to republic poly to have entrepreneurship education program. this is the 1st time i enter a poly so wow!!! it is so damn big luh. my class was at 4th floor. had technical probs with he projector so had to change class. had break time at 12pm. 1 hour break so decided to explore the whole poly with amirul. went to the sports hall and stuff. took some pictures and stuff. and for those who watch singapore idol, i even took a photo with farhan shah. cool rite? he studied at RP! so yea. then continued lessons till 4.30pm. walked to causeway point which is 5 mins away. then explored the bazaar. around 5.10 went home by taking bus 187! 1hr and 20mins trip back to boon lay! by the time i alight the bus, my butt cramp! haha!!! then waited for kakak to buka together. walked to JP then saw atiqah,rianie and one of their friend. buka together... here is some pictures=) today supposed to have eng remidial. but i did'nt come. i have this weird gastric and i dont fell that well today.. so yea... my eyes are also red? wow... Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 6:57 AM Morning everyone! im off to Republic Polytechnic for my Course!!! Chapter 2;Book 4 - Maintenance!!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 12:00 PM hey! sorry bout unable to access my blog yesterday. had some problems with it and i guess i got to work with it for awhile... so sorry ppl! let's start on yesterday... let's see... did nothing much. practically slept the whole day. at nite went terawih. and thats all... hmm.. todae...nothing much. whether has been rather cold. nice to sleep=P practising my guitar for performance during hari raya concert. have decided to play suasana hari raya! well, got to practise hard! the solo parts are really very hard! tmr will have Entrepreneurship Course at Republic Polytechnic. its gonna be fun! seriously!!! it's a whole day course! so that's for today! take cares!!! Chapter 2;Book 3 - Horoscopes!!!
Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 10:59 PM LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart.Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. *7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The one every girl or boy needs (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. *7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The perfect one (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. AWESOME KISSER.. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Finding. *4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. ARIES- The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. . *9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. TAURUS - The Aggressive One (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.*12 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - The Gorgeous one (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. *16 years of bad luck if you do not repost CANCER - The Coolest mutha fucka ull ever meet. (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. *2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Sexy One (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. *10 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO- The Promiscuous One (8/23-9/22) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey! found the following on my tagged. kakak go spam me with all this kinds of funny msges. so i guess i could keep me and you all entertained for awhile. so happy finding what i am!!! let's start bout today. went school with kakak and yazid as usual. best luh. then ad lessons as usual... blah blah. after school went to look for ms ang for result slip but she's not there... took kakak's ezlink to go sholat jumaat. hehe! lucky i used her ezlink. mine pancit alrd! saw yazid with syafiq 3D. after sholat went back to school and changed for CCA. nothing much luh. then went home, blah blah. after break fast, went to pray then after that met up with yazid, hazirah and haziqah=)!! then went to taman jurong to meet ayu so that yazid could take his HP back. lepak till 9.40pm then went back to jurong. bus ride back was fun as we talked bout things around us that exist everywhere, hantu! talked about the time we went to boon lay, the place where there is a haunted block. sadly, now it is gone luh... NVM! at taman jurong better! it is bigger and has more blocks!!! maybe one day thinking of going there! then sent haziqah and hazirah back home. walked back with yazid, and here i am at home. my mum still have not came back from her friend's house, so there is nothing much to do. don't feel like sleeping either... bearing with neglections... Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 10:41 PM hey earthling. Zirah here. helping amir to update his bloog. so here it is(: Chapter 2;Book 2 - A Hurtful Ending, A Fresh Beginning
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 10:37 PM maybe the title says it all. thats all that i can really feel right now. looking back at the note haziqah left for us gave me a huge blow. i realized that i've not understand her totally, only on the outside, not her inner self. i know she has been through alot and sacrifices so much for all of us. she treasures us like her own family. i it's really hurtful to see all this happening to her, not only her but to all of us. reading haziqah's post dated 2nd September really reminded me of the past, when i 1st knew haziqah. haha! had so much fun on the 1st night i knew you! we would msg each other till very late and stuffs. then slowly, i introduced my friends, both who are just trying to move on with life after the blow they had previously. pitying them, i introduced Yazid to Ziqah. and that night when we 1st had a conference really sets our spirits up doesn't it. and i still remember, bugging Haziqah to come and lepak with me and Yazid the next day! haha! wasted my time searching at the library. i gave up and asked yazid to search for you instead! after that we went to lepak till late at night, and i pretended i lost my wallet so i could go out of the house and all!!! HAHA!!! just those sweetest memories i could recall. it's really been a fun and thrilling ride with you guys around me. i'm sorry that i can't lepak with you guys that often coz of my commitments lastime. well, as the saying goes, all that goes up must come down. well, i guess this is the down part of us being together. all of us are falling apart. and i just dont want that to happen. i want you all to reflect, think about wad u have done, think about how much pain you have caused and all. and i really don't want to see it happening ever again. i feel so guilty that i can't be with you all everytime you guys lepak together... nevermind, let bygone be bygone. let's all start this again together. we can have a new beginning. there is no need for anyone to be replace, nor anyone is to be left out. we are all in this together! and to Haziqah, i really hope you make the right decision. do what you feel is right for you. as a friend, i can only support you. if you feel it is best for you then go ahead. but if u really make that decision, do return back okay? don't leave till who knows when. and good luck for your N levels, both you and ammirah. i wish you all the best and good luck. oh yea, do pass with flying colours alrite?! YOU CAN DO IT!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- okae, lets talk bout todae shall we. school was rather boring as usual. dead boring. nothing to do at all. had CCA after school which i dread as my throat is so dry till now!!! rushed home after cca, raeched at around 7pm? rested awhile before break fast. went to tuition centre to find out that the teacher is gone. wth rite? nvr even call me to inform. so decided to lepak with Haikel and Syafiq. buy a few things at JP then we did something very stupid yet fun. haha! wont tell here. at least better than go terawih and sit there, stoning my way through terawih! i guess i gotta go to terawih tmr. hmm... maybe thinking of celebrating Haikel's birthday. oh well, see how it goes tmr. till then, good night people!!! oh, to dearest kakak! please take care keh. have plenty of water and rest. cut down on your chocolate and ice cream intake kays? nanti makin sakit! kalau kakak sakit nanti saper yg susah?! Labels: New Beginning Chapter 2;Book 1 - Note From A Friend...
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 10:00 PM I’ve read everything and it saddens me to see that everyone is like seeing the negative side of me. I thought they would see and understand this. Listen, I am always the haziqah. Yazid, remember that I once told u that I think ive changed. I was expecting that u point it out because I myself cannot see it. But when u said that ive changed, I am amazed that u thought im being a villain and being so evil all those stuffs. The truth fact is, im not. Im not changing to such an extent. I am always the haziqah however I can sense that my attitude change. Hazirah, she’s my best sister ever. Bu the question is, if I am your best sister, surely you would be open to me. Perhaps you’ve just seen the surface of me, but not the inner me. Hazirah, have u ever wonder how much that I want to be close to you. To be the best sister that will guide u ? I always wanted to be a sister that you can talk to anytime without feeling any doubt and all. I want to be the sister that go shopping with u, share secrets with you n bitch with you. But its just that, there seems to be boundaries with that. You keep on being so attitude with me. And you don’t even care to talk to me at all. You know its like, wth lah ?? Okay that is not so much of the better, but each outing together, im sure we will get closer, isn’t it ? We dislike fizah all those stuff and ayah being so “sial” remember ?? We went thru a lot. About yesterday, let me make this clear to you, I was home and mama wanted to talk to me. We had a heart to heart talk, share everything until mama asked me about yazid and you. Partly, I am angry with him and told mama even he used to like me. I think mama knows about that. I told her, he’s sweet but at times behaving like a crocodile. Haha, sume perempuan pun dier suke. Haziqah pun aper kurangnyer. Will go crazy for hawt guys but that is just for fun, isn’t it ? Mama curious about u and yazid doing at carpark and she already started to jump in conclusion. Trust me, I didn’t say anything and mama even pakse me to find out from u. I say, its ur personal and I don’t want to invade into it much. Let you be the one who spill it all. However, mama keep on saying about Zaki. She likes zaki and sing praises about him. I go against it because somehow, zaki is being a bustard for threatening and even say bad things behind you. Mama asked, dier pernah buat benda tak senonohkan ? I say, manelah tau… mama replied, ingat aku tak tau ke dier pernah cium2 zaki.. KAN ? .. I still did not say anything because secret of yours will never I reveal… Furthermore, spilling urs means spilling mine too. Mama keep on saying about it and then I tercakap, mouth to mouth lah ! its accidentally. I swear. That is why I apologise. If not, why should I bother to keep ur other secrets ?? might as well I let it all out. Kalau yuyun nak blame ziqah pasal yuyun kene pukul, I accept. Sbb I am partly at fault. Tapi u cannot blame me totally. Mamais really concern about u. yuyun ingat tak yuyun dulu very the sotong… ingat tak ?? mama ingatkan yuyun maseh mcm dulu. That’s why… Kalau yuyun rase sakit hati bile yuyun kene pukul semalam. Let me tell u, I endure this a lot of time. I am sure u know that I also kene pukul banyak kali. 2 months of knowing GH, how many times I kena marah and pukul ? Banyak sampai tak terkire kan? Mase yuyun kat sekolah sume, mase yuyun tgh tido, have u ever know that I kene dera with ayah ? I endure because I know they are my ray of happiness and sacrificing for them will be worth it. Ayah larang ziqah keluar dgn drg since 3 rd day I went out with them. I remember those moment very vividly. And when ayah detest me with nasrul, did I break up ? no.. because I know ayah will respect me and he just want the best out of me. Maybe ayah belum kenal drg yet. Its still the beginning, dear. Give him sometime. So selame ni, ziqah selalu kene pukul dgn ayah. Kalau yuyun atau fizah buat salah, sape yang ayah marah… sape yang ayah pukul ? he will always look at me… Kalau ader aper2, ziqah selalu kate, relax… kenape?? Sbb aper2, ziqah willing to be take over all the pains… Yuyun tau tak, ziqah sms ayah, bilang ayah, jangan pukul2 atau marah2 yuyun. Aper2 just do it on me. Because I love you, girl. You just don’t see that. Ayah maybe tak marah ziqah smlm sbb ziqah on Sunday night dah nangis2 sbb kehilangan drg… ayah marah kat drg sbb buat ziqah nangis. Yuyun tak dgr ke mase ayah pujuk ziqah ?? All I need you to know is the truth. I never intend to hurt you… if you think ive lost the trust from u, don’t u think that u’ve lost the trust from me a lot of times. If u ask me to explain, I will not be able to answer because each time, I will tend to forgive and forget. Up to date, I cannot remember what mistakes u have done to me. Big or small, hurting or whatever. Yazid, I know you love my sis. Take care of her. I know that you can be scary when you’re angry. Nak seek revenge on me eh ? haha. Go ahead. I’ll accept. ‘cause that’s the ONLY way you can be satisfied or you might remember and dwell over it. My secret that is in your hand. Do I have a right to stop you if you wanna reveal it ? the least is that you will be better and I will suffer. I told u, I will take in all the sorrows and may all my happiness be your and as well as the rest of the gang hantu, I mean former gang hantu. To dearest Nasrul,Amiir,Yazid,Ammirah. I had a great time and moment with you. I know ive changed drastically but trust me, this situation has got nothing to do with my changes. And I hate it if you same kan haziqah with anybody else in this world. In this world, I will always be me. Even if I change. Revenge doesn’t wait for time. If you wanna hurt me, do it quickly. Don’t wait. The reason why I don’t want zirah not to be part of us, is in my hand. I shall not say it because I don’t see a need to. I love being all of you and I really really treasure moments together. Boonlay, COC, SC and many more. I love time being with you. Even we have been fighting, I still love laughing and bitching with you guys. Singing together, talk together, have fun together everything together. I once say that we’re like a hand. That has 5 fingers to be perfect and complete. There’s so many things I wanna say but I just don’t know where to start and how to start. Perhaps a day wont be enough. I will undur diri because I don’t seem why I am needed here. Whatever it is, I plead you guys, never separate. Stay like how we used to be. Maybe with a new member as a replacement, Hazirah. I love all of you, seriously. No words can speak this. This is beyond words can say. You guys are special in different ways and I am glad that ive met you guys and had a chance to be close with you guys. Ive learnt 2 things here. - Its better to loved and lost than never to be loved at all - Its not about how long it is, but how deep the love is. Study hard, and remember to puasa okay ! I know ive eaten depan krg2 sume. Sorry lah. And maaf kalau haziqah have hurt you in any ways. But trust me, I never intend to. May you guys happy2 selalu and if ader gadoh, settle it… jangan hurt each other tau ! and jangan bully mira sgt.. kecian dier. ((: P.S : Amiir, thanks for everything. You’re just like a mediator. Always being the middle center man. I don’t blame you if you wanna support who. After all, everyone wants to support the better side. Thanks for listening. I am okay. And help me to pass this to everyone, on my behalf. I don’t think so I could. Thanks a lotJ Labels: Leaving... Chapter 1;Book 5 - Reminisce Every Moment
@ 4:46 PM hey. did nothing much today. the whole day was a bitter day, just rain and rain. great, just suits the mood im in right now along with one of my friend who is suffering... I really hope things till change for the better. i hope everyone will realize their mistakes... why do people have to suffer because of one little mistake, a little misunderstanding? is this world really that full of hatred all around? it just hurts to see your own friend crying right in front of your own eyes. all i could give is chances but will people give me chances? i want to make this clear and straight. i really want all of us-GH- to reflect and think back, back track on wad we have done. i hate to say this but i feels like we have been against this poor girl, bullying her. even though i strongly say tat i wont take sides, i really feel for her. it hurts to see her typing out a note for all of us-GH- right beside me, crying as she does it. I guess for now, we have to see wad will the other side do... I have scheduled for the note to be posted at 10PM today. she really needs her rest now and i guess i wont want anyone to do anything to her till tmr, that is if anyone want to do something to her. and to her, i really hope to hear your decision and i hope you make the right one. im not stopping you... Labels: Leaving... |
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