Catch Me

Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 9:12 PM

Phone spoilt and will get back in 3 weeks time... will be hard to contact me.

i dont feel alive anymore. all i feel is dead inside. i dont want my sleepless nights to continue again. every nite b4 i would sleep i would try my best to hold back my tears...

Labels: save me

a twist in my story

Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 9:20 PM

some random pics i took

mcm minah kan kan kan??

Hey everyone. have not been updating for quite a while alrd. so yea. hmm... okae lets begin from an exciting yet tiring todae... lessons was as usual. went sch with dee.. during POA i slept then the teacher, mr david chua, made fun of me. dont care luh... everytime i sleep in his class the whole class will know coz he anounce so loud. his lessons kinda boring... so yea. then eng, teacher last day alrd. graduating tmr. so yea, received this note containing quite a meaniningful quotes. then after school went to find yazid. went home, got changed and went out again to go changi do something. then when coming back jurong decided to stop by at central 1st. walk2 then meet up with geng hantu!! dah lama tak jumpe dorang. rindu kepe! haha... so went of at lakeside MRt, buy bubbletea and cheese fries, then went to boonlay. then went meet up with haziqah and nasrul at boon lay. lepak2 a while, nas and yazid busturd, took photos of me talking to haziqah. i bet they gonna post at their blog say i matair with her... WTH... but nvm.. i know u like her also rite?haha!!! jk jk... so yea. thats bout it... gonna end with some photos. enjoy!

boringnyer...

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 2:17 PM

todae is so damn boring. wad shall i do? so far i spent the whole day infront of the com and i've not eaten. parents went out and i nvr follow. sld have follow them... haizz... nvm... yesterday NDP was boring. only get 2 tickets for ndp... but at least still get rite.. yea so thats bout it i guess?

Bang, nyanyi tak mo jerit uhh lain kali. tak sedap!

Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 12:06 PM

hey. my temperature has stablised and yea, seems that im fit once again. so yea. going to CCA later at 1.15pm! btw, here is a song somehow idk how come at my computer. hope you like it=)

Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 11:23 AM

HEy! im not gonna attend school this whole week! im down with high fever with maximum temperature taken was 39 degrees. went to see the doctors yesterday with yazid. went home and slept the whole day! woke up just to eat medicine and then went to bed again. i fell so weak. well, doesnt matter anyways. so today i feel slightly better. temperature reading is still 38 to 38.5 degrees. idk wad to write alrd so i guess this is about it. think i'll head back to bed once again...

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 1:35 PM

Apologies for the wrong typing of the word 'korang' coz i typed out the wrong thing. the rest of you are not involved. sorry for the misunderstanding coz i did nt mean to scold the rest of you. i just wanna talk to shafie. thats all i ask. if u think im a mat kental then go ahead. i dont care much.

Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 9:52 PM

wow... im so so tired todae. let me explain briefly wad happened todae. went school. got sent home coz coughing and runny nose. went home, eat medicine and went back to bed to sleep till 1pm. woke up, ate lunch and went to shuqun pri to teach dance to the students. im the new guy so im totally blur like sotong. after that went to haunted estate. wish not to elaborate much. went home and im so tired out alrd. not sure if tmr going school or not. teacher allow me not to go school. but i miss my friends...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 9:00 PM

okae, so today went to school but got sent home coz i had flu. i told the teacer it is common for me to get morning flu but they dont believe me. so went home only luh. i left school at 8.30am. reached home, chaged and went straight to bed. woke up at 11am, ate medicine and went back to sleep till 12 afternoon. on computer, chat with Alvira who is sick like me. blah blah blah. nearly went to sleep when nasrul called me and asked me to send and wait for haziqah to finish her dance class. haziqah choreographer seh! WAH WAH! haha! went to Shuqun pri sch. waited with nasrul, yazid, and ammirah. chit chat till 4.30pm. went to haziqah's house. mcm rumah org kaya sehhh!!! haha!! went to her room which is orange in colour with the lights in near orange colour too. went in there straight away felt sleepy. yazid fell asleep 1st, followed by me. woke up at 5.40pm to see haziqah making dance moves. i decided to join in since i was bored. shorten up the story, went to tuition, came back and send yazid back, went home and planned to do essay. but halfway its gone. so lazy do alrd... its ok... goodnite ppl

I Still care for You...ignore wad they say bout u in school coz u know it ain true.

This Ain't The End

Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 2:07 PM

ok. so my bloody computer managed to start up again today. This few days have been quite a dull one actually. Ok, so lets talk about the NDP rehearsal i had yesterday from 8.30am till 10.30pm! 14 straight hours ya know! lets begin from the top shall we? went to school, blah blah blah... my sch is kinda still strict in the temperature taking stuff. enter school must put name, class, wad are u in school for, temperature etc... so yea. today's rehearsal like a few people only came, so the bus was kinda empty. went to marina area there, the F1 pit to do our stuff and all. Then went to the floating platform to rehearsal. was very boring coz the last 2 weeks i did not come and idk wads happening around me. so i just follow the crowd like an idiot. we had to run around the stage and all. blah blah blah, had luch which was KFC with 2 chickens, mashed potato and a bun. was kinda ok, but i was hungry coz i nvr ate breakfast and had not been eating well this few days. so i serached for more, but in the end, nvr find any. so yea. and guess wad, we had to eat on the audience seat facing the floating platform under the scorching sun eating KFC! how cool is that? after that went back to the F1 pit stop. we rested all the way till 5pm? we changed into our costume which was so ridicullous and so er-hem! had tea break which was old chang kee and milo. i took 3 different types of food from old chang kee and 6 cups of milo in total. was so hungry back then. and all these are free, so dont need to worry much. after that had dinner which i nvr ate, well actually ate it but, just a bit coz im full. then just rest, talk talked and all. and i think somehow i got so high with amirul that when we are resting at the pit with the other schools, we are like singging loudly and dont care of our surrounding. we sang and all till our voices all run so there! forgot all my stuff and my miseries for a while. then at around 6pm, the show begins. actually we had a preview which i have totally no idea that it gonna be on that day. because i have not came for the previous rehearsals so im so lost and totally blur. so just went up stage, follow wad the people are doing and act like everything's fine. so performed and all. at 1st was kinda scary coz the stage is so huge and imagine the audience is like when u are watching a football match at one of the stadiums where is almost full. thats the atmosphere. but i realised that they cant see our faces coz too small and the audience is kinda far away. so pretend luh. then blah blah. went back to F1 pit after the show ends, relax while waiting for the bus. and yea, i kinda realise this, why so many girls keep looking and staring at me? i was like so uncomfortable and so rimas seh! but wad to do. went back school, reached around 11pm. went JP bought my dinner and went back home. bath and ate dinner. went to room, conference with my kawan hantu(s)! gerek uhh berbual ngan dorang. talked till 4am? went to sleep. and woke up today at 12.30pm! thats the latest time i've ever woke up! Still tired now. meeting with hantu(s) later. see how it goes luh keh.? im still tired from yest but kinda feel energetic at the same time. bye! i'll update soon yea?

idk why...leave me for good if you need to, coz i know, im just a dump. if im no value to you then throw me away...

Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 12:08 PM

PERPISAHAN - ASHIDYRIDWAN

i dont wanna post much coz totally and seriously, nothing to post alrd. now my hp is confiscated by parents, im banned from using house phone, im banned from going out. so the only way to communicate is by MSN. i cant believe this is happening at this point in time... but wad to do right...
Nothing last forever, even your love...

Cinta adalah permainan. Tidak perlu bersedih jika kalah di permainan cinta kerana satu pergi dan satu akan datang - Nasrul

Labels: Victim Of Love

End Road

Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 1:15 PM

Ku tidak sanggup lagi hidup begini
Ku tidak sanggup lagi melihat kamu
Ku tidak sanggup lagi mencintai kamu
Ku tidak pernah sangkakan kamu akan meninggalkan ku
Semata2 ada orang yang lain
Di hatiku ada seorang saja, iaitu kamu
Tidak ku pernah pikirkan utk berpacal dengan yang lain
Kerna kamu selalu di hati ku
Sekarang ku tidak tau lagi, mau percaya kamu ataupun tidak
Kamu telah pecahkan semua yang ada di hidupku
Ku ingatkan yang kamu adalah org yg sesuai utk kamu
Tetapi akhirnya, tidak begitu...
Tidak mengapa, ku tidak akan berkerja untuk mendapatkan kamu lagi
Ku tidak mahu membuang masa ku
Ku tidak akan membuang masaku mencari yg lain
Biarluh dia memasuki hidupku
Siapa akan cantumkan hatiku, ku tidak tau...
Moga moga kamu selesa dgn kekasihmu yang baru itu...