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A Twist In My Story

Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 12:48 PM

hey! okae.. yesterday went to meet with yazid at bus stop opposite JP only. supposed to meet at 1pm but i was like 10 mins late? coz of my bloody time on the phone luh... so dont care and went to hua yi. we got down at the wrong bus stop and we have to walk one big big round around to find the school. hehs, all because i tot i saw the sign to go hua yi, so i told yazid to get down. nvm. we learn from mistakes rite? so lepak at the playground outside the school until the cik pon dtg. then we talked talked and she went back to get changed. then after that went to yazid house. got movie marathon per! watch jangan tegur and chermin. but in between, yazid mum cooked mee goreng for us which was so nice! thanks!! then after that went to lepak at usual place with hanto bolong. we like playing truth or dare when the police came. so run away from there and went carpark. hantu bolong mum call her go back so i, setan and cik pon went lepak carkpark. talk2 and went back. at home something wrong with my parents and they tuduh me for this and that. i pretend to be asleep ... blah.. then at nite conference with setan and cik pon like every other nite...

idk why you did this to me. i just dont get it. why do you want me to be wth someone else when u know that i still love you. why are you forcing me to do this? why why? maybe you won't get that when i'm with someone else, i will still have feelings for you and that relationship will be a disaster. coz i will sure to regret leaving you. or is it because you found someone else and only through this way that you could break off with me. but in the end, only tuhan yang maha besar dan maha penyayag sahaja yang tau. last nite i slept with nightmares haunting me all over. i dreamt me losing you forever, u asked me to forget everything about you, even the sweetest memories we spent together. then after that i started becoming hanyut, i saw myself smoking, i saw myself beting someone else. and i'm am really sure, when i woke up, my face was wet, and eyes were so red. i weeped in my dreams coz i cant imagine myself doing that but in the end, yea, im doing that. i dont know wad my future lies for me now ahead of me, maybe it may be sorrow till the end or maybe i'll be happy after this. i really dont know. there is only one thing i know, that i will always love you in my heart, like when i told you, you will always be in my life, when im not in your life. good bye my dear...