Catch Me

A Twist In My Story

Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 12:48 PM

hey! okae.. yesterday went to meet with yazid at bus stop opposite JP only. supposed to meet at 1pm but i was like 10 mins late? coz of my bloody time on the phone luh... so dont care and went to hua yi. we got down at the wrong bus stop and we have to walk one big big round around to find the school. hehs, all because i tot i saw the sign to go hua yi, so i told yazid to get down. nvm. we learn from mistakes rite? so lepak at the playground outside the school until the cik pon dtg. then we talked talked and she went back to get changed. then after that went to yazid house. got movie marathon per! watch jangan tegur and chermin. but in between, yazid mum cooked mee goreng for us which was so nice! thanks!! then after that went to lepak at usual place with hanto bolong. we like playing truth or dare when the police came. so run away from there and went carpark. hantu bolong mum call her go back so i, setan and cik pon went lepak carkpark. talk2 and went back. at home something wrong with my parents and they tuduh me for this and that. i pretend to be asleep ... blah.. then at nite conference with setan and cik pon like every other nite...

idk why you did this to me. i just dont get it. why do you want me to be wth someone else when u know that i still love you. why are you forcing me to do this? why why? maybe you won't get that when i'm with someone else, i will still have feelings for you and that relationship will be a disaster. coz i will sure to regret leaving you. or is it because you found someone else and only through this way that you could break off with me. but in the end, only tuhan yang maha besar dan maha penyayag sahaja yang tau. last nite i slept with nightmares haunting me all over. i dreamt me losing you forever, u asked me to forget everything about you, even the sweetest memories we spent together. then after that i started becoming hanyut, i saw myself smoking, i saw myself beting someone else. and i'm am really sure, when i woke up, my face was wet, and eyes were so red. i weeped in my dreams coz i cant imagine myself doing that but in the end, yea, im doing that. i dont know wad my future lies for me now ahead of me, maybe it may be sorrow till the end or maybe i'll be happy after this. i really dont know. there is only one thing i know, that i will always love you in my heart, like when i told you, you will always be in my life, when im not in your life. good bye my dear...

DEAD!

Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 7:42 PM

yesterday lepak with gang hantu again. haha! went to play soccer first then jalan jalan JP. otw to the place we lepak that time, we hi9de from the pontianak! haha! her face like angry sia when see us! funny man the face. one of a kind. so walked there and crapped alot of nonsence. lepak halfway the my dad called to do something about my internet connection. its like wth manz. till now still have not solved it yet. so went home and the technician called me from starhub. and i was like wtf when he said that he does not know how to configure it. then got house selling agent come my house to do check on the property of my house etc. so i went bath and all. after that went out to meet them again. the we lepak till 10pm+? went home and lied flat on the bed. listen song till i fell asleep. then woke up and caled yazid and haziqah. she was sick so she put down and went to sleep. somehow i got a fever so we all slept quite early also. blah blah. today was so damn boring. idk why i feel so moodless once again. have not been eating well this days too.. and im so prone to fall sick anytime now... i feel so weak, physically and mentally. why am i in this state? why am i so dead inside that i felt kinda numb..? who put me in this state... and why do i feel that so many ppl around me have changed? am i lagging behind or am i just to slow to catch up with them. or maybe it's becoz im too weak for them?...

you have changed so much since i somehow lost contact with you. i just don't feel that you are close to me anymore. i feel like you do not exist in my life. and you know how much i really need,love you. i need you so dearly now. it's hard for me to carry on like this.now i rarely smile, i rarely make jokes. all this while i have just been hiding my identity inside me, nvr revealing my true self. but soon, i think i would be torn into pieces...

Insomnia!

Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 9:15 PM

HEy Hey!last nite was so damn damn fun. so is today! gerek gyler per! last nite, listened to mj12. this one the pontianak-haziqah- go influence me to listen luh. so go ahead lorh. then called yazid to talk on the phone while listening to radio. then we like made comments at the story being told thingy. hmm, then forced haziqah call us then we like on the phone from 12am till 6am!!! not kidding. we talked like alot of crap. the part i hate is when they start talking about debating coz i dont understand a single thing. so i like keep quiet then they pet pot pet pot... haha! they think i asleep but i was just like silent. we talked like so many things from scary stuff till our own stuff and some really dumb stuff. haha! then this yazid luh, step interview then pontianak. then i and haziqaH keep like shooting yazid.. haha! kesian dier... so slept then woke at 10am? so tired that i went to bath, then slept back till 12pm. then woke up washed face and all and siap to go to prayers. went there, meet amirul then after prayers went to lepak with yazid and his friends and haziqah. haha! did hwk and all blah blah blah... then we like disturb2 haziqah only... haahaa!!! kesian dier. then went to walk2 art park. saw zamir and faiq. then we chow went to somewhere near bryyan place there, the usual place i play soccer. then sat there chat and all. took a few photos, which are not with me at all. with yazid and haziqah so cant post any photos. then haziqah go urut/message our legs! power per!! haha!!! then went home bath, captain called me to asked if i can go play futsal at Fico, but i too tired alrd. then somemore got CCA! wtf... from 12.30om till 10.45pm!!! WTH!!! if not can go watch kuda kepang with yazid seh... haizz... nvm... good nites readers!!

im back

Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 9:40 PM

quite sometime since i last posted. yea. alot has been going on recently. some i dont wish to elaborate coz too long winded and im lazy to post. well, at least i'll update some yea. ok... so 2 days ago, i think arh... made friends with this person or pontianak or wadeva luh. her name is haziqah si pontianak. she rite make friends with me alrd she bully me like wad sia. up down left right. nvm luh.. she 1 year older than me. but still, i fight back lorh. haha! dont care. she called me hantu jalan raya seh... kurang asam btol... then like say this and that till 1am. she slept 1st!! haha!!! means i won. then called yazid and listen to mj12-she tell me to listen but i not scared tau!!- haha! talked till 4am. we like really kene gangguan seh that nite. quite a few times. yea. then next day still fight with this pontianak. bertuah btol si dier ni. ask me go buy chocolate luh this luh. hahaha! pure crap sia. but fun to talk to. coz she talks nonsence. blah blah. today. she talk crap again. haha. well, at least for most part of the day. kinda pity her in a way with her things... private and confidential so i dont wish to elaborate. I and yazid today planned to go kene gangguan lagi. mcm best! blh buat bende2 bodo! haha! remember, today is thursday nite- MALAM JUMAAT!!!- anything we pandai2 jawab luh ehh... haha!!! so today went library to do hwk wif yazid. then saw debbie. so joined in. then chat chat. help her do her hwk- poems- while she did my english hwk! haha! good rite? then jalan2 JP then go art park lepak lepak. then went home bath eat and here i am again at the com screen.!

eh aper seh, takper nari you kene nyer! confirm...

kemana kau menghilangkan diri...

When Darkness Falls

The moon shines dully to the sky

It was that night that I was feeling high

I felt very strong and big

And up my sleeves is a bagful of tricks

I decided to add in stars

And oh, they stretched so far!

The galaxies are added too, as I’m told

Oh, what a sight to behold!

But as the nights gets older

I start to realize people are getting colder

They are getting more and more arrogant

This is very dreadful, not elegant

But then I saw this light

It’s shining so bright

And from nowhere I saw this angel

In front of me, and she’s a girl

I wondered, is she going to change the world

All this problems are making my mind twirl

So I paused and ponder

And I start to wonder

But no answer came

So all this is just a game

But I realize…

Everyone makes mistake…

I tried running away…

But it just blocks my way…

So I just sat under this tree…

Im still waiting for thee…

Created by: Amiir

Bloody Quiz

Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 8:45 PM

I'm bored to death so here goes a bloody quiz... at least kills my boredom

BASIC INFORMATION
Name: Amiir
Birthday: 12-05-1994
Shoe Size: 8
Hair Colour:Black
Eye Colour: Black
Relationship Status: Single/Complicated =D
Zodiac: Taurus
School: Westwood Secondary School
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FAVOURITES
Colour: Green?
Male Celebrity: Idk? David Archuleta?
Female Celebrity: No Idea
Shoes: Sneakers
Brand: Adidas
Book: I've no idea...
Sport: Soccer, and anything also can.
TV Show: Who watches TV? i've no SCV -_-"
School Colours: No school is better rite?
Drink: anything drink will do
Food: Hmm... i also dont know. i just eat.
Gum: anything. i go JB buy coz banned in singapore.
Hair Colour on Opposite Sex: Blonde is nice :)
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NAME SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH
A:Anoynamous
B:Bitch
C: Cat
D:Dead And Gone
E: Edgard Davids
F: Fear Factor
G: Gorgeous
H: Hilya!
I: Idiot
J:Jamming
K:K Box
L: Love
M: Matrep And Minah Rep
N: N Level
O: O Level
P: PSLE
Q: Queen
R:Random
S:Song
T: Trivia
U: Underwear
V:Vicky
W: Wannabe
X: X-Men
Y: Yanie!
Z: Zebra
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FIRST PERSON YOU THINK OF
Food: My Youngest Brother
Fashionista: IDK?
Locker:OUR NEW BUDGET LOCKER- i agree with that...
Tall: Allan wak boi
Short:Luqman
Fat: Yanie!(JUST BEING SARCASTIC!!!-jgn marah eh)
Gorgeous: Hilya Syazwani!
Best Friend:Amirul/Yazid
Silly: yes its me
Retarded:ANDREW,SEC 1 GUY
Blonde: IDKK!!!
Fun: Diyanah Yeo
Cute:Hilya Syazwani!
Hot: Hilya Syazwani!
NUTSHELL: Who wants to be want please raise up your hand
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LOVE
Have a Crush: More than i crush?
Do they like you back: Ask her yourself
Or are you in a Relationship Now: I forgot it myself
If Someone Likes You: Being Loyal To Your One And Only
Prefer Tall or Short: About Same Height As Me
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5 FAVOURITE MOVIES
1.Im too lazy to watch movies. doesn't interest me
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 FAVOURITE CELEBRITIES
1. MY CHEM ROMANCE
2. The USED
3. Steven Gerrard
4. Fernando Torres
5. --

5 REASONS TO LIKE SOMEONE
1. Characteristics Over Looks
2. Will Fight For You No Matter What Happens
3. Kind And Caring
4. No Playgirls
5. Someone who accepts who i am and really appreciates it and understands me!

5 THINGS YOU FIND IN YOUR ROOM
1. computer
2. guitar
3. budjet Handphone
4. Mp4
5. my bed

noob camps

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 4:39 PM

its been a while since i updated. still have not written about that time i went to KL. i think im lazy to type it all out. haha! so no need to write about it luh. forget it! hahaha! supposed to go to swimming today with bestfriend and a few others. but all got their plans so im lazy to go. decided not to go to gym as well. lazy to go alone. not fun... so camped at home once again till im bored to death myself. had enough of playing warcraft alrd coz got owned by the bloody computer. no point playing alrd. haizz... wad to do now?? im so bored... someone, plz ask me out!!!

Damn Funny Video! HAHA! its a game show in the library so they are not allowed to make any noise! worth watchin! haha!!!

Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 11:02 AM

Ive decided that i wanna erase all my memories away from this incident. let me start from the beggining, a new page, a new chapter. let me be your friend, i'll guard your back and you do the same for me. you can speak to me about your feelings. let me be the one you could share things with. lets be friends, no more than that.

I feel so numb inside me, no emotions, no feelings anymore. someone plz save me. i hope you are the one, my one and only sayang...

Pain?

Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 10:04 PM

Hello! idk wad to post. today had english lessons in the morning. then after that went to pioneer mall. met diyanah. talk talk abit, then she gtg to a funeral nearby. so i went to eat first. then out of boredom, decided to track and follow them. blah blah. met them, sent the minah rep home then walk back home. then online and blah... so boring... yea, my hand still havent recover from the soccer match that we lost 5-1. captain dont allow me to play 2nd half coz im injured. kinda angry at 1st but then agreed coz of my condition. breathless and my hand bleeding. i got tackled 3 or 4 times. so yea. so far the most number of injuries and falls in my team is me. so wtf...

Am I Falling For You Now?

NYAA CAMP!!!

Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 4:52 PM

Hello there!!! im so dead tired manz... ok lets talk about the recent NYAA camp yea?!
MORNING DAY 1
actually i though the camp is from 5th to 6th June. so on the 4th morning i was still asleep. then around 6.25am haikel managed to get through my handphone to call me. he asked me why i still at home. i said why, got wad today?. then he said, today got camp oi!. haha! i was like wtf at 1st then i replied, really, i though it was tmr. haha!!! so actually the facilitators are to assemble at 6.10am at the hall! haha. and 6.25am is the time i just woke up! muahaha!!! so i took my time to bath and all coz they said that i can go home anytime i like coz they nvr inform me earlier! they nvr even give me packing list! so noob rite?! haha!!! so i reached school at around 7.20am. no teachers say me. but when i reached sch, all the other faci all like welcome me, like i VIP like that, so i smile back! haha!!! like idiot. then blah blah blah. got into grp 10 AKA Michael Jackson since they want that name. was kinda boring at 1st coz everyone dont know everybody, but towards the afternoon everyone was like woohoo! so i change to grp 15-florida- till lunch time, just for fun!
AFTERNOON DAY 1
so blah blah, had games and all till lunch. luch was kinda horrible, dont ask me why. then the campers must change to dark clothes bcoz they having some water activity! funny manz. i went home to take my HP and my bike. then went back sch. in the meantime the grp are doing some planning for cheering competition stuff. then had some water activities. the most fun i think is the throw water bomb one. everyone was like going crazy like hell. throw the bomb and all. hah! should have seen some of them, so wet like just only bath. the wettest i think is haniss! haha!! kesian dier. then had tug and war etc. then had to play this chain reaction in the hall. then cling cling! haaha!!! so fun manz. then after that the campers are to rest and change to clean clothes. then went to eat dinner. dinner was kinda ok, not sure if it is becoz im hungry or wad. ate 2 packs! like monster. then facis went to change to dark clothes while campers had free time.
EVENING DAY 1
brief on night race blah blah and off they go! i was on my bike off course, rounding around jurong see the other grps all like wtf run here and there like mad ppl doing stupid things! haha pity them. irfan tompang my bike. we went to take vids and all! haaha! then went to irfan house. he took his bike. then went to my house. pack my camp stuff. then went JP blah blah blah. and im back at sch! they have to do some night trail there.
NIGHT DAY 1
Westwood night trail!funny sia! the lights all off. then they walk around like crazy ppl in the dark, all screaming like hell. haha. the facis did a good job dressing themselves as ghost and make the sch scary by putting up all thouse weird2 props. then 1st grp to finish is haikel grp. 9pm finish alrd when given till 1030 to finish. haikel went missing so i took care of the grp(like real only). so lepak with sufiah, diyanah, haniss and shafiq sec 2. talk talk and wadever nonsence. then blah had supper. then campers went to sleep at 12am.
EARLY MORNING DAY 2
i went bath and do nite duty. like WTF MAN! i do nite duty alone! wtf wtf! the sch so scary like hell. lucky i got invete shahrul and haniss do nite duty wif me! haa! no teachers so can luh. walk2 around sch. then go lepak at staircase till 1.30am! shahrul sleepy so send him back to his room at 1B classroom. then took lift to 4th floor coz thats my room and haniss room floor. then we cant sleep so i went to take my sleeping bag with keryn and slept outside her room, classroom 4D. haha. spent the whole nite talking wif haniss! haha!!! tak rapat tapi bebual mcm2!!! hah! then around 3.30am both of us hungry and thirsty so went down to toilet 1st floor(took lif coz nobody awake except us!) intention was to drink water. after that pressed the lift, then i saw something at the canteen, so i call haniss follow me. look properly then saw biscuits from supper!!! WOOHOO!!! i quickly took the biscuits - the whole pack - and rushed back to 4th floor, pretendin noting happen. we ate blah blah, talk talk, then at 3.45am went to sleep. then nadia woke me up at 4am, asking me to go AVA room call amirah and jannah! i was like, man im so dead tired now... still must call me go down. but kesian punya pasal, i went down lorh. escort them up and went to sleep
MORNING DAY 2
woke up at 6.15am. woke haniss up then went back to sleep till 6.30am. ( btw sorry haniss pasal tak blh mandi lama2 pasal aku kacau!) haha!!! then the campers must assemble in paraed square by 7am. i went to buy teh tarik and got caught by ms fong wif irfan. wasted $7.20 on those coz teacher confiscate. FACIS WHO ODER FROM ME PLZ PAY 80CENT EACH. THERE ARE 7 OF YOU! haha! so the campers do physical training at hall while i sleep in the home econs room till 8am! i heard that the campers complain that shafiq sec 3 - bapok boi - giving them punishments like crazy! haha! then 8 had breakfast. then had area cleaning. blah blah till 10am. i lepak with rebecca grp - grp 14 - . then went to hall had briefing on teritory game. blah blah. i had to take care of diyanah from class 2E coz she is sick? she dont want to tell me why siah! nvm luh. so i took care of her till the end of the camp. then after the camp campers went wif grps 4 last min preparation of performance. i took care of diyanah till i also felt sick. so yea.
AFTERNOON DAY 2
performance everyone sitting at hall but i and diyanah went to gallery to sit.like VIP rite. then watch all the performance, damn funny man some of them. got one group do proposal luh, all weird2 stuff. then some grps forgot wad to do! haha. blah blah. break camp at around 3.45 pm? then went to eat pizza for facis only. only get to eat 1! like... OMG! then went to repair bike at central. had to carry my bike all the way man. so fking tired.

idk wad to write alrd. took like 1hr+ to update. my hands tired alrd. tmr have soccer match! plz come watch! 8am start!!!

CAMP!!!

Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 5:45 PM

HELLLLOO!!! its a long time since i updated. lets see.. ahh... yesterday just came back from choir camp. its great to be a facilitator of the group. not boring! haha! sorry to all those in my group about the bbq thingy. i just cant start the fire! ok, lets take a look at wad we did for the 3day 2 nite camp...

DAY 1
groupings were announced. i am in group 2. my Assistant is REGINA! AGAIN!!! ok ok... fine with that. 1st activity of the day was AMAZING RACE! i took a look at all the places my gropu has too go! well, it was all over singapore. 1st station was Pioneer Mall. then after that IMM. im so damn lucky to be leader coz i dont have to do all the stupid acts infront of the publi! hah! pity all the members u must do all the nonsense. then after IMM is Vivocity. haha! they must sing Singapore Town in the public at the top floor(water water place)! haha!!! so damn funny. then after that went to Marina Square! all my grp members have not been there b4 including me! so we are like so lost and blur inside there. we dk wad to do! hah! after that the next one is Clarke Quey followed by Juction 8 and AMK Hub. after that is the end point at Causeway Point. but no time so we travelled to causeway after marina square. the train to woodlands was so fucking cramp like hell. no breathing space and i acnt even move. actually no one could move. everyone wasd like leaning on each other! haha!!! reached at causeway point just nice at 7.30pm. given time to buy things for the next days's bbq and eat dinner. blah blah blah. went back to school. ate supper and went to sleep. Had sparring seesion b4 sleeping! haha! for fun one! i won all the matches! haahaa! had a hard time sleeping that night. i was like cant sleep at 3am so i decided to tour the school with amirul and bryan. then we like lepak at the staircase near our room and near the art room-which is haunted-. then we heard this footsteps plus bell sounds. anak jin! next thing is we ran back to our room hide under the sleeping bag. then after a while we went out. wanna go toilet. then we go out and saw a cat! really!!! just outside the staff room, 2 rooms before our room. next thing we hid under the sleeping bag again. how did a cat appear there at the 3rd floor! OMG! i was so scared that i decided finally i should go to sleep!

DAY 2
Someone idiotic turned on the lights at 6am when we have to assemble at 7.30am! wtf rite! im so damn tired. i slept back on woke up at 6.40am! went to bath -VIP STAFF TOILET!!!- haha!!! then blah blah blah, assembled at parade square and wrote reflections for the day. then had NDP rehearsal from 10am to 6PM! got MAt rape disturb me! like WTF! nvm... i called my watch tower alrd... see wad then can do to me now... then blah went back sch. then bath. had bbq. once again sorry to my grp members. i just cant start the fire. so i took my grp's food go and cook at other people's place and gave my grp members the cooked food! haha!!! then went bath. watch Garfield 2. then went to sleep.so damn tired

DAY 3
nothing much, woke up went bath and pack up. went to eat breakfast then assemble at foyer. had price presentation. then went home!!!

i wanna go bath now!!! update next time rite!!!